With The Lord In His Sacred Garden
Yujin Pak October 31, 2021 Seoul, South Korea
Over the course of the last several weeks, I touched on the world of angels, Light Beings. I spoke of the covenant of angels, the oneness of angels, also the fusion, the passion and the resolve or will of angels. I spoke last about the passion and will of angels to return this world to the One who is the Master of it. In speaking of such topics as this, there is naturally a challenge in that the world of angels seems so far removed from the world of ordinary human experience. In a world that has been dramatically lowered in vibration, as is the case on this planet, speaking of realities much higher in vibration is naturally difficult. Last week when I was sharing what I sought to share, I experienced that challenge quite deeply, and found it not possible to convey all I wanted to. And the question is present: Why convey or seek to convey such things? For me too this involves an element of challenge in conveying. If so, why seek to convey?
In spite of the challenge, there is an inner compulsion that in some ways feels to me like a command from within to convey whatever CAN be conveyed. At some levels part of me doesn’t want to do it. Why is this inner command present? This inner command comes as: “You can’t leave this world until you do so.” There’s a resistance—perhaps it could be an excuse—that rises in consciousness too, that says the conditions to convey these things are so inadequate. But the command, compulsion, is: “Do it!” As for “Why this now?”—in retrospect, after feeling the compulsion or command—the thoughts come: Perhaps it’s because at whatever level it’s time for all these things to come out. It must be that it is the time when all that has been hidden must come into the open, both what is of truth that is divine, as well as truth of what is of pain in this world. Perhaps it is because it is the time when things must be concluded on earth.
So I will continue themes that were from the last several services and then go on further to what may be appropriate to convey this time. On the topic of the promise made in heaven between angels, there are times when this seems very romantic, especially when it’s connected to male/female, some awareness of timelessness of love. One part of the passion of angels, the love of angels, is resolve and will. The heart of angels is strong, of boldness, courage and daring. But as much as angels are strong, firm and courageous, they are also supremely tender and yielded towards the LORD, towards highest Love.
Today I want to speak about the One who is at the Center of the world of angels, Beings of Light, bodhisattvas. The Central Being, the One who is the Center of Being, we may call the LORD. Today I want to approach our understanding of the LORD at the feeling level, so we have greater comprehension of the LORD as He is known in the highest level of the vibration of our hearts.
To do this I want to start with a conversation I had with someone 30 years ago, DaeHwa Sunim. She is a Buddhist priestess who worked with YongTah Sunim in a program called Dong Sa Sup (Enlightened Heart Program) which is quite famous in Korea. DaeHwa, the priestess, was a remarkable person and Being. I had many conversations with her. We had deep appreciation for each other and were close. DaeHwa had an exceptional ability of perceiving vibration, like no one I had experienced before beyond the Emissary body. Even though YongTah is famous in Korea, he was dull compared to DaeHwa in the ability to perceive vibration, and he acknowledged so. DaeHwa asked me a question—very like her: “When you are being quiet naturally, perhaps in your prayer, where does your consciousness rest?” I thought a little bit and answered her this way: “My heart rests in that place of vibration towards which all tears of gratitude in the world naturally flow. Where all the tears of gratitude in this world flow, there my heart and mind find their natural resting place.” I can’t remember the rest of the conversation, but this stayed with me for 30 years. In this answer is contained a perspective that all the tears of gratitude shed in this world flow and move, vibrationally, naturally, towards one place. Like streams and rivers flowing to the ocean, the tears of gratitude flow to somewhere.
Of course, tears falling on the ground dry up within a minute or two. Obviously it’s not liquid tears I’m speaking about. But the tears as in the vibration of deepest gratitude flow somewhere. We too have had experience of tears of gratitude. In memory there are moments or scenes where we shed such tears of gratitude, but probably we remember most the person for whom we felt gratitude and shed the tears. Our tears of gratitude likely were for the spirit and heart or love that was expressed by that person. When we think about that person it’s not the person, as in the outer form of the person, for whom we are grateful and shed tears, but the spirit and the character, the love that was expressed by that person. And when we think about that love, that character, that spirit, where did it come from? It is very likely that person sometime also shed tears of gratitude for love and character expressed by someone, and likewise that one shed tears of gratitude going back to yet another person, going further and further back. So all the tears of gratitude shed in the world are connected vibrationally as one web, and ultimately linked to one center. All tears of gratitude flow towards Divine Love, the vibration of Divine Love.
Sometime in August a vision came to me that was about Divine Love. It left a deep, profound new understanding in me. This vision came right in the midst of handling great pressures, about which some of you know. It took place over about an hour and 40 minutes, and during much of it Marsha was sharing attunement with me. The vision came while I was in a prayer of slow breathing and calm surrender. A large part of this vision showed me the pain and agony still present in the subconscious of humanity. There were something like eight scenes in the sequence of this vision; thankfully, though it showed a lot of pain, the closing of the vision showed a world that is to be, and also God’s Love that has purified and overcome this pain or agony present in humanity.
I want to speak about the seventh scene in this vision. The whole of this vision came totally unexpected. The seventh scene was communing in silence in some room with the LORD, the One who incarnated in Jesus. Sharing such a vision that came, that cannot be verified objectively, why do so? The reason I felt it was important to share this was because of what I perceived vibrationally within that scene. The physical aspect of the scene is not that important, so hear it lightly. In the scene I was sitting near the LORD as He was sitting in something like a chair, and I on the floor. In the silence of the atmosphere and the communion, there was a new understanding of this world that came. In the atmosphere of His presence, there was so much that was felt and known that I want to put into words, things that I perceived in the atmosphere of His pneumaplasm, in the vibrational field emanating from His spirit and character.
The first thing I felt in His Presence was the scent, what might be described as a scent of holiness. It is sometimes said that we remember scents more clearly than many other things, that scents have a power of memory. The scent of holiness that I felt in Him, with Him, obviously was not a scent to be smelled with the nose, but it was a scent, a vibration, energy that the word “scent” comes closest to matching. The reason there aren’t words in human experience to describe these vibrational scents is because our capacity for perception is not sufficient in the state of humanity right now. A scent of holiness, of all things beautiful and holy. What I felt was the songs and fragrances of all that is beautiful in this world. In these songs I felt the murmurs of gratitude of so many hearts. Within His atmosphere was the rising perfume of gratitude of so many different scents, of so many hearts, nuances, colors and stories of gratitude. Centered in Him were all these songs and scents, perfumes of gratitude of countless lives blending into one.
I said the priestess DaeHwa had an extraordinary ability to perceive vibration. Such ability to perceive is an ability to see and perceive what actually is, and not one’s thought. So in this scene I am describing of silent communion with the LORD, I am seeking to share what is not thought but is perception. What I perceived also was that as He was surrounded by the songs of gratitude of countless Beings, He was Himself, in that sense unmoved. But besides being unmoved, what I felt was something happening inside of Him. As He received the gratitude, the tears of gratitude, the songs of holiness, of all these lives and hearts, all of it was brought into one in Him and lifted up in Him to higher vibrations and octaves of sounds and scents that cannot be described. So it is that I saw that these vibrations were gathered into one and lifted, and then disappeared to another dimension. In His Presence and in His Being, the joys and currents of gratitude and answering glory of this world were coming and being lifted to another dimension.
I want to speak about that other dimension. In the place where all the vibrations of gratitude, joy and answering glory of this world came to focus, in that place of focus, there were actually two currents that I could feel. One was the ascending current from this world, but the other was a descending current. I saw that in Him was focused the rising responsive current of this world but also the positive radiating current from another dimension. I saw also through this descending current, that He was a connection to the center of the sun. What I saw was that on earth through His presence the energy of the center of the sun was coming into this world directly. Energy of the sun, not just the physical sunlight that we experience, but higher levels of vibration of the sun. We know with physical light from the sun, human beings are able to perceive only a tiny spectrum of that range. But there are levels of sun vibration/energy that are not perceivable, not even by instruments, that come into this world through the channel that the LORD is providing.
I want to describe a little more of what I saw in the pneumaplasmic atmosphere of His Being. In His atmosphere could be felt and perceived millions of songs of the earth: songs of whales, songs of birds, songs of joy and galloping of animals, the perfume of flowers, the joy of trees and plants. Even the joy of minerals, which is formed of the urge within minerals towards a higher vibration. The songs of the pure of Being and heart of all levels of life on this planet, blended in one place. The place where the gratitude, joy and life glory of all life forms flow, towards that one place of Grace Divine. It’s only as we know the LORD in this way that we truly begin to know the LORD, not as an idea, not as some distant God, but as the source that receives all the gratitude and joy of this world.
Since I was in my 20s I had a longing for places that conveyed—at least in some small way—this highest vibration, and at times looked for and went to such places. Yesterday I posted a photograph of a beautiful garden in the Gardner Museum in Boston, a place where from time to time I went to commune with the LORD. In my 20s I found myself naturally looking for places that were sacred gardens where I could commune with the LORD. Perhaps the longing that had been present as I was growing up and becoming awake was because of longing to commune again with the LORD in His Garden. The Center of Love Divine, the character, atmosphere and spirit of the LORD. There is so much more that I could say and also the challenge: How can the vibration of the LORD be described in such a way as to be conveyable? But today at least this much from the compulsion of spirit within I share with you. Because of a knowing within that I cannot know these things and not convey them, I convey them at least in the best way I can. So it is that I love my LORD because of who He is and what He is.
That which is the most beautiful place in the world, the Garden of the LORD, the place of being with the LORD in this way is the Holy of Holies. In the Holy of Holies in ancient times there was present the Ark of the Covenant. What I saw also was the body of the LORD, the heart of the LORD, was and is the Ark of the Covenant, within which the two currents meet and blend and nourish this world.
Uranda in some of his writings conveyed where the gratitude of this world goes in the sun and described something of what happens as that gratitude comes into the sun. Sometime I want to share that. Uranda said the center of the sun is not hot. He spoke of the center of the sun being totally cool and of a frequency and vibration unknowable to human beings, and that in that place there is a City of Light, not a city as we think of cities, but a city formed of substance and vibration of a much higher dimension. There are many other things that Uranda conveyed that have not yet been conveyed further. There was a time in the past when I felt deep sadness that there was so much that was shared—treasures and secrets of Being—that perhaps would not be conveyed further in this world. But perhaps at least a little bit of them can be conveyed still.
transcribed by Suzanne Core
