Thursday, November 09, 2023

Hypnosis Of The Unreal

Hypnosis  Of  The  Unreal



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Uranda  May 17, 1953 a.m.


It is good to greet you this Sunday morning after our wonderful rain as we gather for an hour of devotion and meditation. I have a subject of particular importance, vital significance, for our meditation this morning, and in one sense it may take more the form of a Class lecture than our usual Sunday morning Service. But it is of such vital importance to each and every one that I wish to consider it with you this morning. And as we recognize that importance in relationship to our spiritual lives, I am sure there will be an opportunity of blessing for each and every one. Let us have a moment of devotion.


Our Gracious Lord and King, we thank Thee for the holy joy we have of letting Thy will be done on earth as it is in Heaven, that we may receive into manifestation the evidences of Thy Kingdom on earth, thAt Thy dominion may be made manifest, and that all who will respond of every race and color and creed may be blessed in this hour and always, to Thy Glory and to the blessing of the children of men. For Thine is the Kingdom and the Power and the Glory for ever, in the Christ. Aum-en.


The Master emphasized many times, in many ways, the importance of the heart or the feeling realm. And there is no statement in holy scripture more significant than His words, “Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God.” The privilege of seeing God in manifest action on earth is the greatest and highest goal to which any of us may aspire. And to the degree to which we let ourselves be dedicated to that fulfilment on earth, we have the responsibility of letting our hearts become pure.


In recent meditations we have given this subject considerable attention, and in our meditations last evening we had an opportunity to make a new approach to this subject, and there is one aspect of it which has not been adequately realized here, or anywhere. I have given a great deal of meditation to the possible ways by which this particular aspect might be deeply realized in relationship to ourselves. We realize, to start with, that it is necessary that we have the right goal, that we let go of those things which would seem to produce self-aggrandizement, self-satisfaction, those things that are self-centered, and, letting go into the Divine Pattern, permit ourselves to be coordinated in the body of those who are letting themselves come to point in relationship to God, not scattered cells moving this way and that but a unified body through which God can act and be seen in action on earth.


One of the problems we have in relationship to spiritual development comes under the factor of what it takes to turn the individual from his goal, what it takes to cause an individual to go off on a tangent, what it takes to stop forward movement. Whatever it is that has the power to stop the individual in that forward movement is the individual’s god, and a false god, to which he gives allegiance, so that he never comes to the point of truly worshipping God in Spirit and in Truth. Many human beings are subject to a process of being stopped without realizing the fundamental reason. This comes in the range of what we speak of as human weakness, or human failure, to allow the fulfilment which is possible to us an opportunity of manifestation in our lives.


This morning I would like to read to you a little from a certain book. This book is dealing with hypnotism, and I wish to clarify the point as it stands in relationship to hypnotism, so that you can see that what we are doing is the opposite of hypnotism. But when we read and consider that which is basic to hypnotism. I trust we will have a sufficient comprehension of that which is involved so that we can see the contrast and see that which is required of us if we would permit the Divine fulfillment to appear in our lives. In this book we have the basic outline of the approach to hypnotism, or the process of establishing hypnotism. I am going to read only the first few pages in order to form the basis of our meditation this morning. This book is by George H. Esterbrook, and is a text on the subject of hypnotism, an authority on this subject.



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“This unconscious mind is much nearer the surface in some people than in others. While the average reader thinks of hypnotism only in terms of the deepest stage of somnambulism, there are actually many degrees of the trance. Only one person in every five has the unconscious so accessible that the conscious can be correctly unseated and the operator deal directly with the unconscious.” Now, here we are coming into the range of the factors which are of particular importance in our meditation this morning. Now you notice this statement, “This unconscious mind is much nearer the surface in some people than in others.”  Now, I would put that another way; “With some people the conscious mind is not nearly as strong as a governing aspect of being as it is in others.”


“Yet we find evidences of true hypnotic phenomena in almost everybody.” Now, there is another factor. To whatever degree any human being is subject to any unreal thing he is in actual fact, whether he likes to face it or not, hypnotized. Every unreal thought pattern, attitude, function in any way whatsoever, is in actual fact a result of hypnotism. Not the ordinary processes of hypnotism perhaps, but it is still hypnotism. Now here we see some very interesting things.


“Susceptibility to hypnosis seems to depend on certain personality traits which we do not know and cannot influence.” Now, I would challenge that statement: “Susceptibility to hypnosis seems to depend on certain personality traits which we do not know and cannot influence.” I say that we do know, and that we can influence, those personality traits. And what is it that fundamentally you are learning here? You are learning how to develop those traits of personality which permit you to remain free from the hypnotic suggestions of the unreal world around you. Every human being who comes out of the outer world pattern and begins to move toward spiritual enlightenment is subject to the hypnotic influence of suggestions that have been firmly established in the subconscious mind by reason of association, experience, teaching etc, and the individual learns to believe these things that have been suggested to him merely on the basis of the fact that they have been suggested, not on the basis of his intelligent conscious mind determining for himself whether or not they are the truth, merely on the basis of the fact that they have been suggested since babyhood.


Every distortion in the human being in relationship to his emotional realm, his mental processes, and virtually all physical conditions have been induced by this pattern of hypnosis which has been brought about by the repeated suggestion of false ideas until these things have produced hallucinations in the individual—he believes things that are not true. He has a concept of things that do not belong to the pattern of his life. And he has not used his conscious mind as the guardian angel with respect to that which is going into his subconscious mind. And wherever the human being is asked to relax the function of the conscious mind in relationship to the operator, or whatever he may be called, reaching into the subconscious and supposedly doing something in the subconscious, you are playing with hypnosis that produces false effects and dangerous, damaging effects.


Here you have found that, every step of the way, your conscious mind has been challenged to think, to actually think, to disregard the prejudices of old, to disregard the concepts that may have been established in you because of various repetitions from, out of the past, various processes of suggestion to which you have been subject, so that your conscious mini may learn to be strong and a true guardian angel of that which enters the subconscious realm. And once you begin to have a strong guardian angel, your conscious mind, you can take care of the hallucinations that remain without all the falderal and fiddle dee dee that many people attempt to utilize in supposedly clearing the subconscious mind. But let us continue. We do know the personality traits and we can influence them, we can develop them.


“In all these early stages of hypnotism we notice a curious lethargy, an unwillingness on the subject's part to exert himself.” Now, I have noticed that in human beings who were supposedly functioning on a perfectly sane and normal basis, but were actually under the hypnotic conviction that they could not do something about certain limitations within themselves, and it was nothing but hypnosis, self-induced or induced by acquiescence to circumstance. “In all these early stages of hypnotism, we notice a curious lethargy, an unwillingness on the subject's part to exert himself. Very frequently, when we dare the subject to open his eyes, bend his arm or stand up, he makes no effort whatsoever.” Now, those are the people that never get anywhere spiritually. They are too easily stopped. They are too quick to say, “I can't. What's the use.”


“If we question him afterward, we find that he heard the challenge, was certain that he could move the muscles in question if he wished to, but he just could not be bothered to try.” Hypnosis, ladies and gentlemen. And once you begin to realize the degree to which you have been subject to hypnosis induced one way or another in your past pattern of life, you begin to see that you have not under that state been a free moral agent, and that it is time to learn to come out from under the hypnotic influences of all these unreal patterns.


That is my business, to help people out of these hypnotic spells into which they have fallen. It can be done. It is quite easily done if the individual wants to. But if he is subject to this lethargy and does not want to be bothered, he will seek to find some other way that he deems to be easier, some idea or concept or belief or pattern of life which will presumably let him do what he wants to do without making the effort to do what he thinks he does not want to do, or thinks he cannot do. He remains a slave to the hypnotic spell that he has received into his own mind and heart from some unreal source.


“This must be listed as one of the earliest and best signs of success in inducing the hypnotic trance.” Notice that. The individual in question could have done something if he had wished to, but he just could not be bothered to try. He was feeling quite comfortable and wished to remain so. Now, is not that a picture of humanity in the general sense? Thoroughly hypnotized with respect to their concepts of their own limitations. They may readily admit they have hallucinations or limitations emotionally or otherwise, but that is the way they are and they want to find a way out that does not require that they exert any effort, that does not require them to stand up and be men and women. And we see it all around us. And it is not all cleared away from some who are within the sound of my voice. Now, that state, that wishy-washy acquiescence, the desire merely to be comfortable, is listed as one of the earliest and best signs of success in inducing the hypnotic trance. Now,  did you ever feel that sign working in yourself, moving toward the hypnotic trance of death?



Now, until the conscious mind has become a true guardian angel at the gate of the subconscious mind and heart, it is utterly and absolutely impossible to secure a state of purity of heart. It is not by lessening the force, the stamina, of the conscious mind that we are going to achieve anything lasting and worthwhile. It is by strengthening the conscious mind, teaching it to think, teaching it to be what it ought to be, teaching it to be selective with respect to that which is allowed to control, be visually perceived, heard, felt, vibrationally perceived in feeling, so that there is a selective process at work, a conscious, intelligent, selective process that is carried on, on the basis of the recognition of Truth, the acceptance of an orientation point of Truth, something that is valid, that the human being has recognized as such, and to which he can orient himself in all the procedures of his life.


Until we begin to realize that it is not by trying to go into the subconscious in clearing something out in order to let the individual attain a state of semblance to balance or normality, we are going to be subject to a lot of hallucinations and false concepts and beliefs which make it seem that there is some sort of shortcut to the ideal state, or to the state of self-fulfillment, when such is not the case. There is no shortcut, and anyone who suggests a shortcut is either himself deluded or is deliberately deluding another. It is a delusion and an hallucination. There is no such thing. Millions of people down through the ages have thought they could find a shortcut and have destroyed themselves in the effort. It does not work.


It is true that there is the necessity of a pure heart, but if we are going to have a pure heart there must be a guardian of that heart, there must be a control with respect to what is going into it and what is allowed to come out of it in the positive expression of life. And as long as the conscious mind has not learned to think, has not learned to persevere, has not learned to hold steady in the face of difficulties or opposition or problems that may arise, pressures that may appear, there is going to be a giving way of the guardian angel that simply lets any concept or belief or idea flood down into the subconscious mind. And there will be impurities, mixtures and hallucinations.


It is not, as some have supposed, merely a matter of clearing the subconscious, or the unconscious, or whatever it may be called. It is a matter of establishing a conscious understanding of the Truth and developing those personality characteristics which make for a stable mind that is governed by the Truth, not governed by feelings or beliefs or prejudices, anything that has not passed the test of Truth itself. There can be tests with respect to so-called love that will still allow hallucinations. You can say, “Well, I test everything on the basis of love, or love for God, and if it passes that test it is all right.” Oh no, it is not. You can sincerely and earnestly think you test things on that basis and be subject to delusions. The only test that can be depended upon is the Truth.


As the Master put it, “And ye shall know the truth,” and knowing the Truth with the conscious mind will make you free, free from the controls and influences of the impurities out of the subconscious mind, or subjection to the hypnotic influences of the unreal world around you. One of the most difficult problems we have in ministry is to get people to reach a point where they will admit and face the fact that they have been under this hypnotic spell that has come out of the unreal world, that makes them think that they have such and such a limitation and that they cannot do anything about it, or that produces this lethargic attitude. All they want is to be comfortable and they do not want to be bothered. The comfort of their beliefs and their concepts and their prejudices—they do not want to give it up. It is too comfortable. They have accepted partial hypnosis and they like it.


Now, until a person reaches a point where he does not accept the degree to which he has allowed himself to be hypnotized, until he is ready to reject it, until he is willing to be uncomfortable to change it, we cannot get anywhere. That is why I have emphasized over and over again this point of honesty. The dishonest person will sell his own birthright for a mess of being comfortable with his own concepts and ideas and beliefs and hallucinations. Blessed ones, until we begin to see that every limitation, every hallucination—physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually—has a relationship to some hypnotic influence from out of the realm of the unreal, we cannot achieve adequately that which is our goal. And you cannot achieve it by trying to go into the subconscious mind and change it around.


We use spiritual psychiatry, which has for its first purpose the development of the conscious mind in its ability to think, to inspire that conscious mind to a point where it will not accept any idea merely because it is advanced, merely because I say it or anyone else says it. That idea must be subject to the tests of Truth. If it passes, we accept it; if it does not, we reject it, regardless of anything else, regardless of personal comfort or desire, regardless of anything. Because until we are true to the Truth, we certainly cannot be true to God, true to ourselves or to anyone else. And if we accept a limited state of life as an adequate goal, we are betraying God's trust in us, betraying our responsibilities to others.



If any human being decides that he or she wants to work out the pattern of life fulfilment on the basis of his own concepts and beliefs and desires, that individual is on a tangent that leads to nothingness—not to purity of heart but to a state where the heart becomes more and more a quagmire of impurities, until finally all so-called effort to clear it out ceases. The human being decides to be comfortable with his limitations, to accept them, to live with them. Blessed ones, these are the things that must be realized if there is to be the development of stability in mind and heart which permits us to be true instruments for the working of God's spirit on earth: the rejection of the hypnotic influences which we have received from out of the world, the idea that you can't.


One of the worst hypnotic lies that has been projected into the consciousness of man is that God's power cannot manifest today, that the power of God as Jesus Christ revealed it cannot manifest in us. That is an overall hypnotic concept of the devil that has been projected into the consciousness of men and women, and they have accepted it, and it makes them reject the possibility of letting God's power actually manifest in their own lives in any real sense, with respect to healing of body or mind or heart, or the living of life. And one of these hypnotic suggestions that comes out of the world is that if you work to find the fulfilment of yourself, live your own life, do the best you can, be as honest as you can, as sincere as you can, but just finding your own personal fulfilment, that that is a good goal. It is not. It is a lie, a damnable, contemptible lie.


Until we begin to realize that it is only as a unit, as coordinated members of one body, that we can let the power of God work through us, we will be trying to achieve something on an individual basis that cannot be achieved. It is on a basis of true togetherness, true unification, true centering, that we achieve the purpose, so that there is agreement on earth, as the Master emphasized. Then we will find that the power of God is well able to do all things necessary in us and through us.


But remember that until you have reached the point where you have a conscious mind that is ready and able and willing to stand as a strong guardian angel, you cannot achieve your goal. When your mind becomes oriented in the Truth, regardless of what you feel within yourself or around you or anything else, when your mind is ready to stand steady to the Truth regardless of anything—a mind that will not give up, that will not quit, that will not become lethargic, regardless of anything in pressure or uncomfortable situation—then you begin to have a guardian angel which will make it possible to begin the process of purifying your heart. And it will be very easy to do, very simple, not the long, hard, difficult process that so many people imagine that it is.


But trying to do that first is utterly useless, because the impurities will keep coming in as fast or faster than you can clear them out. Once you have the guardian angel of the conscious mind centered in Truth, you have a basis of keeping out that which does not belong in the subconscious, and then the spirit of God can work through you to clear the subconscious mind and heart so that you too may begin to know the joy of having a pure heart and clean hands.


“Who shall ascend into the hill of the Lord? or who shall stand in his holy place? He that hath clean hands, and a pure heart; who hath not lifted up his soul unto vanity, nor sworn deceitfully.” Or as the Master put it, “Blessed are the pure in heart: for they shall see God.” They shall see God in action in their own lives and in the lives of others. They shall see God in action in circumstance and environment. They shall see God in action in the affairs of men. And they shall recognize that there is no obstacle, no situation, no condition so great, so difficult, that it cannot be overcome by the power of God at work in the lives of the children of men.


And so we might well ask the question, “What does it take to stop us?”—you, anyone. Give me the point of quitting in any individual and I will tell you how much that individual is worth from the standpoint of the power of God on earth. If he has any quitting point he is not worth very much—that is the point. If he will quit under any pressure of life circumstance he is not worth very much. For it is the individual who has the stamina, the nobility, the dedication that will stand regardless of anything, the individual who has a conscious mind that is oriented to the Truth regardless of what he feels inside himself or around him or somewhere else, who stays true to the Truth. And the Truth makes him free, free of subjection to all these hypnotic spells and influences that are in the world all around us.


Human beings are in the habit of becoming subject to those hypnotic influences. That is the value of advertising. That is the terrible potentiality in television, and it is present in radio, newspapers and everything else. Until you learn to have a guardian angel of a conscious mind that cannot be controlled by anything but the Truth, you are in danger of being subject to the hypnotic spells of the unreal world and you will never be a true, noble man or woman. So let us remember the Master's words, “Ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.” Then you can begin to share that state of the blessed whose heart is pure, that you may begin to see God here and now on earth.



Our Gracious LORD, I thank Thee for these blessed ones here gathered and for all who are with us in spirit, that all Thy children everywhere may arise as one body and so yield to Thy control in Truth that all the unreal patterns of life may be cast out and that each and every one who so responds may be made free to live the glorious life of liberty, in the Christ. Aum-en.


© emissaries of divine light



Sunday, November 05, 2023

My Lord, I Love You

My  Lord,  I  Love  You




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Uranda   July 8, 1953



We need to consider something of really drawing near to God. That is the first step. We do not need to be worried or concerned or troubled about the various aspects of the fulfilment. We can trust God for that, if we function correctly. We can learn to so center, so trust, that we can function in the substitute factors that are necessary to us for the time being, and we can help others to do so with understanding, moving constantly toward the reality of the divine design. And to achieve this we need to draw near unto God.


We need to draw near unto God. But, why should we keep on playing hard to get with God? You know, we're not dealing with an ordinary man. We are dealing with God. We can trust Him. We can just open our hearts to Him and say, “Lordhere I am.” Why play hard to get? Why not be honest with Him? In our body here, in the outer sense, the body of mankind is supposed to be the bride, and to make herself ready for the bridegroom, ready to receive the positive reality of God into manifestation, into the body. If we are being received by God, then we must receive God into ourselves—union, the reality of union.


And once we begin to see that, and accept the beauty and the wonder of God's design on that basis, we do not confuse sex and imagine it is just the physical relationships of physical bodies. The physical relationship, the physical body, can have its part and place, but it is more than that. It is God in action in us. And once we begin to truly reach that point, of accepting the reality of union with God, we can use those heavenly names, accepting that which God is giving, answering the love call of our God. And for the centering there is the realization that we are responding, yielding to Jesu, letting go to the Centering of JehovahJesu, the Centering on earth of Jehovah—until we begin to know the reality of God in action here below, the beauty and the wonder of it.



Did you ever relax in the Secret Place of the Most High and simply say, “Lord, here I am”? If any of you have ever been what is called “being in love,” did you ever get tired of hearing your love say, “I love you”? The word was always new, always fresh. Do you think the Lord is going to get tired of hearing you say, “Lord, I love you”; “Lord, here I am”; “My LordI love you”? How about functioning the way a true bride would, and yielding to the LORD our KING? How about drawing near unto Him and receiving Him into ourselves, that we might begin to know the wonder and the beauty and the glory of the divine design on earth, something so sacred, so sweet, so unspeakably glorious, that we cannot paint it in words? We can say something about it, but if we would know it we must yield to it and let it be a reality in us here and now. So let's do something about it. Our LORD has offered His love for so long. Why put it off? Why play hard to get? Why say, “You will have to do all the work, Lord. If you are ever to get me you are sure going to have to work for it”? Why not make it easy? Why not yield to Him and serve Him? Why not be a part of the Body of God on earth?


© emissaries of divine light


Wednesday, November 01, 2023

The Fourth Spirit

The  Fourth  Spirit





Martin Cecil  May 30, 1965



How vital is purity of heart! The fourth spirit before the Throne of God has been designated as the Spirit of Purification. We have given special consideration to the Spirit of Love, first; then we have moved on to the Spirit of the Womb, right atmosphere, keeping sacred things sacred. Recently the Spirit of Life has received special emphasis, which is the fifth spirit. And now, today, the Spirit of Purification, at the fourth level.


The fourth plane of being connects the Inner Trinity with the Outer Trinity. Everything must come through the fourth plane if it is to appear in the outer manifestation, and this relates very particularly to the heart. When we consider the three outer planes of being, or the three aspects of our own individual being, we usually speak of body, mind and spiritual expression. Sometimes that is shortened to “spirit.” We really need a different word to designate this particular level in ourselves. We can describe it accurately when we speak of the body as the physical capacity. And then we have the mental capacity. And finally the spiritual capacity—but the spiritual capacity is not the same thing as the Spirit. It is the means by which we may give expression to spirit. Sometimes the word “soul” is used to indicate this level of being, but that word is a little confusing to many, so I don't think it is the right one for us. But we need, in our own consciousness at least, to have the awareness that these three outer levels are simply the means by which something can manifest according to the triune pattern of God. There is the Inner Trinity and the Outer Trinity, and that which is of the Inner Trinity reaches the Outer Trinity through the realm which needs purifying in our own experience: the heart. How much experience have we had of Spirit, spelled with a capital S?


It is important that we should be able to move easily and naturally to higher levels of understanding than have yet been experienced. I have found, in seeking to move to those higher levels, a tendency for a drag to appear; we might question as to why. Presumably because the capacities which are necessary to function at those levels have not been adequately developed, so that we begin to feel uncertain and perhaps out of our depth; there begins to be something of a resistance to the experience. If there is some realm in which you have had no experience there seems to be an inherent tendency in human beings to resist moving into that realm of experience. It is looked upon as being unnecessary. A person is getting along quite well where he is, when the suggestion is offered that there should be movement into another realm. When the suggestion to move is put forward the individual says, “No, I like it here,” and maybe you have noticed this in your own experience.


If we are to move into a realm of understanding which transcends anything that has been known in the fallen human state, we must permit the development of the capacity to experience it. It seems so often that people expect something to occur as by magic. If as children we expected to walk as by magic we would still be crawling. We had to rise up, clinging for support perhaps for the time being; but eventually we were able to venture upon our own two feet. And so it is in the unfoldment at any level of being. I think this is one of the reasons why our Master stressed the importance of becoming as a little child, because a child is ready to venture. But when we become of supposedly adult years there is increasing hesitancy in this regard, and yet if we don't venture we never move very far. So to experience what is needful we need to have the spirit of adventure alive in us, so that we can step forward, rise up. If there is resistance it tends to cause us to sink into a pattern of lethargy, and I have noticed that at times, in service, so that we found it quite difficult to move.


Purity of heart alone permits the experience of the Spirit of God in action—the outpouring of the spirit. Now we can't get the spirit as individuals. So often a person will try to do this, as though he could experience some sort of an outpouring of the spirit without regard to his fellows. And there are those who, imagining that they are making spiritual strides, have tended to isolate themselves from others, as though that was an evidence of spiritual progress. It isn't, because the spirit moves through the whole. We recognize that there is a Divine Design. There is a body, a living organism, already a reality, which needs to take form at the level where we are. The spirit is moving through this living organism already. To the extent that we come into position to experience the movement of that spirit through ourselves individually, we will find ourselves a part of that whole, of the living organism, the body of the Son of God. We cannot experience the genuine movement of the spirit of God on a solitary basis.


Human beings have been functioning in a solitary way. They have found no city to dwell in; they have found no pattern of relationship with their fellows, no dwelling place in association with others. Each individual has been in his isolated little cell, and it is a pretty lonely place, and in that state of loneliness various efforts have been made to disguise it, various escapes have been developed, but the escapes increase the sense of lack. Human beings have this sense of lack, of void, of emptiness, because there has been a lack of awareness of what it was that was present in reality. There has been a veil in between, and there has been a sense of being only partly present. Human beings have this sense of emptiness, this sense of void within themselves. Although many people may not have specifically defined it for themselves, they function in an awareness—subconscious awareness perhaps—influencing what they do on the basis of the fact of this void, this lack. The heart has been impure; the veil has been in place. That which was of the Inner Trinity has been obscured; it hasn't been able to get through into the manifestation of the outer expression. The result is that the outer expression has experienced the lack of it and, we recognize, has attempted by various means to fill the need from external sources, which cannot really be done.


There is this sense of void. Now perhaps this is one of the reasons why there has been such a great increase in the attitudes of human beings denying the existence of God. There has been no real admission on the part of the vast majority of people that there was anything lacking. People are inclined to try to cover it up and to pretend that there isn't any void there. They're getting along fine, thank you! But they know inside that they're not, that there is something wrong, that there is something distorted, that there is something of a chaotic state inside, and consequently there is a state of dishonesty present, because people will not acknowledge it. They sense it but won't acknowledge it, and until it is acknowledged nothing can be done about it. If a person refuses to acknowledge that there is anything lacking in himself, then he will take the attitude that there doesn't need to be any God, because he is deluding himself into imagining that he is adequate with respect to his own expression of life. That is a thoroughly dishonest attitude when we come to look at it, because this lack is there. The void is there. There must be the acknowledgment of it if there is to be the beginning experience of that which is required to dissipate the void, and this acknowledgment has been called repentance.



Now because repentance has been used in wrong ways many have rebelled against the idea of repentance. Fundamentally repentance is an indication of the beginning of honesty on the part of a person—true repentance—an acknowledgment of the fact that there is something wrong, that there is something lacking, that there is a void in one's own being; the external capacities are not adequate of themselves. As there is an admission of this fact there begins to be a basis for considering how it can be changed. If a person won't admit it, well nothing can be done. So here we have a necessary step then. But there needs to be a recognition that in the movement of the spirit there begins to be an awareness of relatedness in the whole. It is impossible to experience the genuine movement of the spirit of God through oneself and not at the same time begin to experience relatedness to a greater whole. It is never something that is merely an individual experience, without regard to anyone or anything else.


The spirit which moves through us is the spirit which is moving through the whole. Therefore if we experience that spirit, we begin to experience the reality of the whole. Consequently our attitude, our function, will always be related to the whole. Where there is little experience of that spirit the individual will constantly be trying to pick himself out of the whole. To the extent that we begin to experience it in form in our own group here, he will be taking himself out of that into an individual pattern, all on his own. It seems like a contradiction to many people, but the experience of the reality of individuality is impossible except in the whole. People think they have to break out of the whole in order to be individual. Well this perhaps is true from the standpoint of the distorted pattern of the whole as it relates to man's fallen state. We certainly have to come out of the fallen state; but coming out of the fallen state doesn't mean that we become isolated individuals expressing some special form of individuality all on our own without regard to anyone else. We begin to move into the experience of the real whole, the Divine Organism, which at the present time has very little form on earth; but we begin to experience something from the standpoint of spirit, and consequently our concern is with this which is taking form from the standpoint of the whole. Every move we make is related in our consciousness to its effect upon the greater manifestation of the whole of the Divine Organism. We can never do anything which denies the whole. How often I have noted that things are done which actually do deny the whole, because the individual had lifted himself out of it—by becoming self-centered—and there is a tendency to try to lift others out of it too.


It has seemed always such a very difficult thing for responding ones to accept the necessity of coordination. It is felt, apparently, that one cannot be an individual without acting without regard to anyone else. This is supposed, in the human consciousness, to reveal one's own special individuality. “To hell with everyone else! I'm going to be myself.” Well that isn't a true self, because the true self is a part of the whole. We are not concerned with the attitude which says “To hell with everyone else.” We are concerned with the attitude which says “To heaven with everybody else!”; in other words “Into the whole with everybody else.” “To hell with everybody else” is the scattering pattern, moving out in disintegration. “To heaven with everybody else” is the integrating pattern, where the whole begins to take form in manifestation. But the spirit always comes before the form, doesn't it? So there must first be this awareness from the standpoint of spirit, from the standpoint of the movement of the spirit in our own experience, and that movement is a very real thing when it is known.


There is the story of the day of Pentecost way back, when there was what was called the outpouring of the holy spirit, and it came because they were with one accord in one place. In other words there was a consciousness of the whole, an awareness of the reality of the whole in spirit; not trying to fit people together in the external sense—you get into trouble that way, because people simply don't fit on that basis. The coordination comes in spirit first, and this relates to the consciousness, the awareness, which we may have of the reality of the Divine Organism, the Living Whole.


Perception! "Blessed are the pure in heart: for they shall see God," they shall see the reality of the living whole, and they will no longer be fooled into supposing that individually they are separate from the whole. I am sure that many of you have had a sensing on occasion—it probably came as by chance—of the fact that you are a part of the living whole in the external sense. Sometimes this experience comes when you are alone insofar as other human beings are concerned, but maybe in the midst of what is called nature. Possibly looking up into the night sky there comes a feeling, an awareness in that way, of being a part of everything, and that everything is a part of you. Now sometimes there is a touching of this for a moment in human beings, and that is wonderful, but it certainly isn't sufficient. We need to emerge into a consistent awareness of the truth in this regard: that we are a part of the living whole. That awareness is an awareness of God, and it comes by reason of purity of heart. A momentary draining out of impurities may permit a momentary experience of the reality, but we are interested in a permanently pure heart, so that there may be a permanent experience of the reality of the whole.


One of the aspects of this, as I mentioned before, is that we are concerned to permit integration of ourselves and of others in the whole, and we will do whatever is necessary to allow this to be so. The attitude has so often been, with responding ones, that they are going to buck this; they're going to rebel against it; they don't wish to contribute their own individual expression into the whole; they want to hold it to themselves. Now it may be, to start with, there is little real understanding of what the experience of coordination and integration in the whole would ultimately be; but we have to start with such understanding as we may have. It may be a very elementary understanding. In this regard we want to make very sure that what we are doing is rightly coordinated with what others are doing, so we are not reluctant to provide information on this point, in relationship to what we are doing, or what we are going to do, or what we propose to do, or what we think might be the right thing to do, in order to discover whether it fits in the whole. So many people seem to imagine that when this is done, “Well I'm going to be stunted; I'm not going to be able to do anything!” But we have to start where we are. What the ultimate experience will be we don't yet know, but we have to be concerned with what we are capable of doing now to permit it to begin to appear, to be experienced, to appear, and obviously it is going to be a very limited thing to start with, because we are very few in number for one thing.


Now very often there is a certain amount of interest taken in one another's business, in realms where maybe it would be better if we didn't. I am talking about the actual function, daily function, in the spheres of our activity; not prying into things that are none of our business. There's been a good deal of that, too, and that doesn't help. We are concerned to see that what we do fits in with what is moving in relationship to the whole. And how are we going to find out? By going blindly ahead and trying to force what we're doing on everybody else, and only when we find it doesn't work are we convinced that it can't fit? Well if we do that, then we're messing things up and certainly not learning how to move in the current of the spirit. Gradually, as we are interested in making sure that our action is coordinated in the whole, and we are encouraging and inspiring others to do likewise, we will increase in sensitivity, in the perception of what it is that is moving, and we may find that in season—it isn't quite here yet, I don't think—that we will be able to function in a coordinated manner without necessarily talking about everything. Sometimes a couple, for instance, who have lived a long time together, all their lives, they're getting on in years, know pretty well what the other is doing or thinking, what is moving in that particular pattern, so that there is a coordination without talking about it particularly. Well at a certain level that perhaps is an illustration of the way it works, but we have to start on the basis of considering the thing at the level of our conscious understanding, to see how it may fit, and instead of rebelling against this necessity we then have the attitude of cooperating fully to make very sure that everything fits together. We may find occasionally that there is a slip here or there inadvertently, but when our interest is in this, then we begin to become sensitive in that direction, in the direction of the current of the spirit which is moving to provide a coordinated and integrated manifestation of the whole.



This spirit begins to move through us and we begin to know what it is, but only because we take an interest in it. This is part of the process of the purifying of the heart. We don't know right off the bat. We don't have some magic sensitivity right away. We've been functioning a long time in the fallen state. We've been sensitive to all the wrong things for a long time. But once our interest begins to be in the right direction, then the sensitivity can grow in that direction and we can begin to experience this awareness of the importance of the whole. In one sense we could say that we become aware of Self-importance, because we are important in the whole, not outside of it. We have no importance outside of it, and this is something that is sensed by people; that is why they have to keep thrusting the human ego forward to try to make themselves feel important, feel that there isn't this void, this blank inside.


When we come into the whole we don't need the human ego anymore, because we are important there and we know it. We don't have to convince ourselves; we don't have to try to get others to convince us; we don't have to maneuver around to try to get others to tell us what wonderful fellows we are. And if someone does say we're wonderful, well we take it, shall we say, with a grain of salt. We know pretty well the way it really is. Oh, it is nice to have a little boost now and again, but don't let's let it inflate the human ego, because we'll have to be cut down to size later and that sometimes is a painful business. So it is best to stay pretty small until the movement of the spirit through us causes us to expand, not because we try to get bigger. And then, becoming more keenly aware of the importance and the reality of the Divine Organism, the living whole, we see God. That is God: the living whole; not a person. The divine reality!


“Blessed are the pure in heart: for they shall see God,” and here we are concerned to do that which is necessary to allow the purification of the heart. As we began to see this morning, the direction of our attention is a vital factor. There is a living whole. Let's pay attention to it. Let us seek it out. Let us be concerned to recognize it. I think it can be said that we all have some awareness of it already. That awareness is not based simply on the extent to which it has taken form. If you try to make your awareness be founded upon this, you will be in a state of turmoil much of the time, because the external manifestation is very inadequate and conflicting at times; but when it is based in the awareness of the spirit, then that is there regardless of the external form. Our concern is that we should play our part in assisting the form to appear. We can't assist the form to appear unless we have a recognition of what it is that is to appear, unless we have an awareness of the spirit, and the awareness of the spirit in this regard is absolutely dependent upon our interest in the manifestation of wholeness, of integrated, coordinated wholeness. Remember that a gauge of the extent to which the spirit of God is actually moving through your capacities will be the extent of your awareness of the reality of the living whole. So you needn't fool yourself anymore with respect to the supposed movement of the spirit, if whatever you have been experiencing hasn't permitted you to have a real awareness of the living whole. It is through the heart, the pure heart, that the divine reality appears.


The spirit of purification comes to focus within the scope of our consciousness, as to its nature. The spirit of purification at the present time relates to the necessities of the purifying of the heart. The heart being impure, it needs to be purified, and we have been considering some of the ways and means by which this can transpire more than it has. But even in the divine state obviously there is still the spirit of purification, and this doesn't relate to the necessities of purifying the hearts of divine men and women—they are pure—but of so functioning that everything for which one is responsible is kept sacred. You may remember how Job sanctified his sons and his daughters every day lest they had “cursed God in their hearts”; in other words man is responsible for keeping all the creation out here on earth under its proper dominion, in its proper place, functioning as it should function, in the manifestation of the divine design—something that is beautiful and sacred. And in the processes of this function there is constantly that which is ascending, something that is moving up.


The descending, outpouring radiation of the spirit of God keeps everything holy, keeps everything under control, allows for the right coordination, the right function, in the field of the creation, so that that which is being brought forth by reason of this right function may ascend, may move upward. There is the movement out of the outer realms into the inner realms, just as there is the movement out of the inner realms into the outer realms. There is a complete cycle: that which is coming down and that which is moving up—the angels ascending and descending on the ladder. And that which is ascending, moving upward, is purified in the sense that it is transformed as it moves from level to level: this is the process of ascension. That which is capable of function at one level must experience some sort of a transformation before it is capable of function at the next higher level, and this transformation is the purification that takes place in the divine state. Of course something of that is going on even now, but dominantly the need for purification relates to the impure hearts of human beings, which in the divine state would not be impure.


So we are here to let this purification transpire in us that we may be in position to share with God the responsibilities of His creative work by which ascension takes place, by which the transformation of all things is caused to appear. The first necessity relates to our own hearts however. What interest do we have in this matter? Are we still in some respects trying to escape from the frustration consequent upon the fact of the impure heart? Human beings become so desperate because of this that they do all sorts of terrible things. Refusing to admit the lack within themselves they are goaded into desperate action of one sort or another, and we see how this desperate action is appearing in so many ways in the world today. Human beings have lost so much of any awareness that they may have had before of the reality of God. Because of unwise, unbalanced intellectual development they deny God, they deny the existence of God, and they consequently deny their own lacks, their own emptiness, and this brings a sense of desperation. There is wonderful relief in admitting the fact, in repenting; and then the heart may begin to be purified, because we take an interest in those things which are of the spirit of God, the qualities and characteristics of God. And one of these relates to the awareness of the whole, the living whole. In this awareness the spirit of God moves increasingly; there is an increased depth to the movement of that spirit within ourselves—something that is known as being real and wonderful, something which begins to transcend, in our sense of values, all of the things that seemed so important before from the standpoint of the external pattern. We begin to know the truth, the reality, and we're made free by it: the movement of the spirit of the living God within our hearts.


So tonight in our meditations we have touched into this field; but to what extent have we the capacities developed to really experience what is available? Isn't it important that our capacities should increase in this regard? Are they going to increase all on their own? No, we have to do something. While there is a natural growth and unfoldment, a natural rhythm to it—we can't hurry that—nevertheless we must align ourselves with that rhythm to experience it, and once more we begin to see that interest is a vital key. We need to be interested in letting the heart be purified, so that we are not using the escape mechanisms to prevent it; because every time we use an escape mechanism we go more into the darkness, away from the experience which God offers. Let us concern ourselves with the development of our awareness and our experience of the living whole because we become a part of it. This is our primary concern. We don't keep ducking out into our own little foxholes, escape patterns, but move easily and naturally into the experience of the whole, where the blessing is, where the fulfilment is, where the spirit of the living God is.



Strait is the gate and narrow is the way which leads to life. Wide is the gate and broad is the way which leads to destruction. We recall these words, O Lord, and we have sufficient experience to know the truth of them. “Blessed are the pure in heart: for they shall see God.” We have sufficient experience in this regard to know the truth of it. We would not hold back. We would not let ourselves be distracted from the glorious fulfilment of purpose that is offered to us, but learning to appreciate the whole, to become aware of its reality increasingly, we would offer ourselves into it that we may know the reality, the movement, the outpouring, of the spirit and experience life. O Lord, I thank Thee for each one who is dedicated and yielded to this fulfilment, in the Christ. Aum-en.


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