Centering In Being, Not Becoming
Will and Faith
Uranda
July 14, 1954 Class
We thank God for all His many blessings,
the break in the heat-wave is one we should mention, nice and cool last evening
and not so hot this morning. It makes a great difference. And this emphasizes
the variety that we have coming down from God out of Heaven into manifestation
through what we call nature. This manifestation is prolific. There is something of a sweet abandon in
nature and yet we see that all these things through which the blessings of God
are made manifest have a means by which balance may be maintained, and if
anything begins to get too far out of line something else balances it. So we
have a wide variety, we have a prolific expression, and we have the natural
means for attaining and maintaining balance in nature—and nature is the means
by which many of the blessings of God come down out of Heaven into the earth.
Nature as such, does not have intelligence. It is governed, properly, by
intelligence, but in and of itself does not have intelligence—at least not in
the sense that we think of it. There are instinctive factors of various kinds,
but man was made to be the crowning creation above nature, made in the image
and design and likeness of God, to have dominion over nature, to provide the intelligence
factor. An intelligence factor which is to have dominion, must have a means of
expressing determination. Determination relates to what we call will.
Yesterday our meditation brought us to
the point of considering God's Will. “Thy will be done in earth as it is in
Heaven.” We realized our need to understand more clearly the working of
will and what will is. What human beings call will
in the sense of an arbitrary determination, more-or-less forcing and trying to
force, is not will, and this thing that human beings call will is almost always
brought into operation, or a semblance of manifestation, in relationship to
trying to do something which the human being is afraid he cannot do, or
believes he cannot do, or with respect to something wherein he feels the chances
are against him. There might be, say, one chance in a thousand—so we will try by
the exercise of will, and if we can put it over, well and good; but almost
always any expression of will, as human beings generally know it, comes in
relationship to a background pattern of attitude which carries in it the seed
of defeat.
Trying to believe something which one
does not really believe is called faith.
It really is not of course, but you cannot properly segregate a consideration
of will from a consideration of faith because true will and true faith work
together. You cannot have them in separate compartments. They form a team,
shall we say, in relationship to the expression of life.
Now we start with a recognition that the
mass consciousness of mankind with which we have individual and collective
relationship, does not understand the meaning of will as it relates to the expression of God-being, nor does this
consciousness have a true understanding of faith.
So we need to begin to find an orientation by which we may have a clear
realization of what faith and what will mean from God's standpoint. If we
can more-or-less relinquish, for the moment at least, whatever ideas we may
have in relationship to these two qualities of being in the realization that
whatever is true will be sustained and maintained, whatever is true will not
pass away, we will have sufficiently open-minds and open patterns of perception
so that we can begin to see, or at least have an opportunity to begin to see,
something of the vital phases of life expression from God's standpoint instead
of looking at them from the human standpoint.
To whatever degree you have made
progress along the Way through this series of meditations together, you should
be able to let your consciousness be centered in and identified with that which
is higher than you are, that which we call God. Without trying to figure out
what God is, or the extent of God, or all of the questions that might arise
with respect to God, there is a sensing of the consciousness—which is to say, Shekinah, the evidence of the presence
of the One who Dwells. And through your meditations you have come to realize
that this presence is revealed by what is classified as Shekinah, or Shekeenah, or Shekanah in
the Old Testament pattern; or Christ,
or the Christ Spirit in the New Testament pattern—and that the two mean exactly
the same thing. Also, whether in the Old Testament or the New Testament
pattern, we have the word Word as
signifying something, “In the "beginning was the word and the word was
with God and the word was God”, etc—that means Shekinah, the evidence of the
presence of the One who Dwells, and One who Dwells must, of necessity, be Being.

Being is that which is and does not have to become.
As long as anything is becoming, it
is acted upon and if there is something acted upon there must be something to
perform the action. And we cannot conceive of the development of all of these
things, on the basis of the pattern of evolution as human beings sometimes
think of it, the pattern of chance, well, transmutation, etc—merely a pattern of
things acting upon each other, each tending to act and each being acted upon,
one part sometimes for a moment supreme, and the other part for a moment
supreme. Merely a pattern of interaction would not provide a centralization of
intelligence which would permit the definite development of the systems, the
many systems in the physical body, in nature all around us and on into the
solar system, universes, which make up the cosmos.
So, from atom to cell to the universe,
we find a great series of systems, each related to the other directly or
indirectly, and such a development, moving into the realm of, and relating to, intelligence, cannot be a non-focalized
pattern of interaction, merely different things, somewhat by chance, acting
upon each other. Actually I am sure that you all agree with that, but I wish to
bring it clearly to point in consciousness because it gives a real basis for
knowing, not trying to believe, not trying to have faith in God, but knowing
the Reality of Being—and Being is that which is, and that which acts upon—and that which is, is classified as Creator
and that which is acted upon is that which is classified as creation. So creation is in the process
of becoming—but Being is.
We can recognize how all creation is
established on an ascending scale so that step-by-step that which is being
acted upon is lifted up so that it becomes, ultimately, an inherent part of
that which is. It changes over in a
series of creative cycles, which may be called re-birth or ascension or perhaps
other terms—ascension out of one level into another, re-birth after re-birth—not
the old idea of reincarnation now; do not get confused on that because it is
not reincarnation as it is taught in the Orient—but re-birth after re-birth
while we live on earth in this present time. There is incarnation but not
reincarnation according to the Oriental concepts. But these cycles lift up so
that that which is acted upon ultimately becomes an integral part of that which
acts.
Now we see the garden down here—it is
something which is acted upon by those who work in the garden. Sometimes I
think more of you ought to do that. More of you ought to act upon the things in
the garden, before they reach the
table. But at the table you act upon them again, and what was a lettuce leaf or
a carrot or something is acted upon and in the process it becomes an integral
part of you, and as such has a part in the processes of acting upon while you
take care of other carrots and lettuce leaves, or whatever you may be doing. Now
we see that in the immediate cycle of our own relationship to nature, but this
cycle also continues on the same basis, or same principle, in our relationship
to God, extending into the invisible realm. And remember also that most of that
which you do in life expression is particularly and definitely related to the
invisible realm.
As far as physical, visual perception is
concerned, we see the physical body—it is in the visible realm. We can see
certain actions, but most of your living is already in the invisible realm,
Because you cannot see your mind, you cannot see the thoughts of the mind, you
cannot see the Spirit, you cannot see your feeling, you can see the actions
which may result from feeling or thought—but you cannot see mind. You may see
the results of the working of mind. So with respect to Spirit, with respect to
mind, with respect to feelings or emotions, they are all in the invisible
realm, directly related to you, and all actions have a relationship to this
invisible realm. Life expression is primarily, with human beings as they now are, in and with the invisible realm—related to it directly. Most of life expression
is not in the visible realm, but the
invisible aspects of our own beings as human beings find
expression and manifestation in or related to the physical realm. We have,
in and of ourselves, under God, the definite manifestation of the visible and
the invisible, so we do not have to try to figure out what it means to have a
relationship to the invisible—we do
already.
And we remember that the Cloud of Glory relates
to Life, we remember that the Light that Glows relates to Truth, we remember that
the Fire that Burns relates to Love—and we recognize that these are the three aspects,
the three primary aspects of the Spirit of God and that all three are in you now—and
you do not have to try to get them, you do not have to try to establish a relationship,
they are in you. All we have to do is
understand the pattern of our relatedness to these three phases of Being which
are the evidence of the presence of the One who Dwells—which is to say, the
presence of the Reality of Being in you, not just over here somewhere in
someone else, but you have, if your mind and consciousness is capable of accepting
it and recognizing it, you have now,
already, not something yet to be or to become, you have now the evidence of the
presence of the Reality of Being in yourself.

This state of relationship to Being, in
the absolute sense, does not have to become. You do not have to try to produce
it, you do not have to try to believe it, you do not have to try to will it
into manifestation. It is something which already is, and it is the is-ness of Being which gives you a
starting point for letting that which is of Being in the true sense have action
in and through you upon your environment, so that you properly, as a man or a
woman, have your consciousness centered in identification, self-identification
and self-awareness, with that which is acting upon rather than with that which is
being acted upon in the range of your own body, in the range of your own
environment, and all of your contacts in life.
Here we have the two patterns. The
self-active pattern where the human being has his consciousness of identification
centered in the range of that which is being acted upon; but as we come into
the pattern of Reality, relinquish self-centeredness and self-activity,
and become oriented in Being, we are simply recognizing the fact of Being which
already is in us. Being identified with that, we have a consciousness of
relatedness to that which acts, and we share the processes of action upon. Now
if this be clearly seen, and you will recognize that I have given you a bit of
review so that you could easily and naturally see it all falling into place, we
have two distinct states for the centering of consciousness and self-identification.
If your centering of self-identification
is in one state, you can try to use will, you can try to use faith, you can
struggle, you can do what you will, and while you may make a little dent on
some of your circumstances, you may seem to accomplish something part of the time,
you are finding that it all turns into futility, no matter how hard you work,
no matter how earnest and sincere or anything else. There is constantly a turning
into a range of futility because your centering of self-identification is in a
range of that which is being acted upon and that which is being acted upon is
acted upon by many forces which are beyond your control. And out of this comes
the idea of fatalism, or chance, or luck, or a lot of other ideas which do not
have any basis in fact. So if your self-awareness, your point of identification
is in and with that which is being acted upon, you may for a moment, establish
a pattern of consciousness that God is acting upon you, and if you are thinking
of yourself as something that God is acting upon, then for the moment you may
have peace, for the moment you may say, “I had a beautiful experience”, but as soon as you move out here into the sphere of daily life, you
find so many influences acting upon. Human beings, being governed by their
emotions instead of their intelligence, all kinds of factors and interplay of
forces at work, and only momentarily can you maintain what seems to you to be
control, and the moment you relax your effort at will, according to the human concept, it is all swept away—you lose. So, it
leads to futility.
On the other hand, you can reach a point
where self-awareness, self-identification is established with that which is and even though your body may need
some healing, no matter what is the case with respect to your affairs or circumstances
or environment, you, in the sense of the centering or your own Being, you are
identified with that which is acting upon—Being. You have the evidence of the
presence or Being. So immediately, your body in relationship to any of its
needs in the sense of restoration to health or anything else that is of your
responsibility, comes into the realm that belongs to nature—even your own body.
Not that you disregard the value or your body for it is the means of your
expression, and without your body, you as Spirit, could have no the meaning on
earth.
On earth, the body is just as important
as the Spirit, for without the body the Spirit can have no meaning. But the
whole is relegated to its proper place in relationship to nature, not down with
the weeds perhaps, although some parts of it might correlate there, but in the
upper strata if you are functioning correctly—but still nature. And you, the
centering of Being, have self-identification with that which acts upon, and
that means God. Not trying to be as
God, but letting God be in you, manifest in form, and the pattern of that
manifestation is through Love and Truth and Life and all the blended aspects of
color in life which appear as we let the three primary colors of the Spirit be
blended in all the different patterns or varieties which are possible in color
from the three primary colors.
So here in this level of Being, in that
which is and has no sense of needing
to become—and there is the Secret, that which is has no sense of needing to
become. And there you can tell where your self-identification rests, in the
realm of becoming or in the realm of Being.
Now you may say, “But I have a lot of limitations.
I have this need. I need to learn that. I need. I need. I want. I want. I
want.” “The LORD is your Shepherd, you shall not want.” “Let not your heart be
troubled.” A commandment. We could point to many indications. But what is it
that needs to become, what is it that needs to manifest more fully, needs more
knowledge, more of something or other? It is that which is properly in the
process of becoming—but that is not you. That is the means of your expression
in Being on earth which must become a completed and adequate vehicle for the
manifestation of what you are already, for that which you are is and does not have to become. That
through which you work relates to that which is in the process of becoming, and
changes must be worked out there.
Where is the centering of your
identification? If you feel that you, in the sense of your awareness of Being, must
be in the process of becoming, you there in that moment, segregate what you
conceive yourself to be from Being and establish yourself in the realm of that
which is becoming, where change is absolute, and where any given form as it is cannot
remain the same forever, not even for that long a time—for a few minutes, for a
few hours. You cannot establish a static state. Try as you will, you cannot
establish a static state in the realm of nature. It cannot be done. So human beings,
feeling that they are in a realm where there is nothing certain but change—yes,
we are, as far as our environment is concerned, as far as nature is concerned,
as far as that through which we are working is concerned—but if we are subject
to that which is subject to change, we are a far cry from Being in the image
and likeness of God. We cannot have dominion there, we cannot have control
there.
Now the sense of Being comes into the
realm of self-awareness as we let go of the sense of needing to become, but if
we take the false counterpart of that and develop a self-satisfied attitude
with respect to what we think we think and that we believe we believe and
so-on, and enter into smug self-righteousness or develop arrogance or human
pride, we are not doing what I am talking about. In the world we have many,
many people who are sincere and earnest according to their own light or understanding,
but who have produced in themselves a sense of being satisfied. They have no
sense of needing to become something other than that which they are, and yet
their consciousness of identification is in the realm of that which is being
acted upon, and it is not in the realm of Being. And that is where the mistake
comes in, that is where the failure arises. And so we have generation after
generation of earnest, sincere people coming into the world, being ever so
good, but accomplishing ever so little. Oh, there has been a lot done and we
thank God for the progress, but it is so small compared to what could be.
And in relationship to control—and that
is the significant thing about dominion as it is put in Genesis, or a kingdom
as it is put in the Master's teachings in the New Testament, is control, and control manifests by
reason of intelligence, and the exercise of some force under intelligence by
which the various factors are caused to blend together constructively, instead
of being in a pattern of chaos where the movement of forces and factors tends
to produce constant states of collision, human beings always running into each
other and having a contest. “I am going to win. I am going to win.” A fighting
contest. That is the realm of that which is being acted upon and it is out of
control, because intelligence and the control factor are not allowed to
manifest properly. So the forces that are at work through the factors that are
manifest are in a state of chaos, and while there may be the potentiality of a collision,
an accident so-called here, and they may veer off suddenly and try to not hurt
anybody, they want to be real good instead of just running head-on, but still full
of accidents, uncertainties, getting nowhere fast. That is the realm of that which
is acted upon which is out from under control and we call it chaos, the kingdom
of chaos.

As soon as we begin to have the intelligence
factor of our own Being centered in the sense of identification with the intelligence
factor of our higher points of Being,
we begin to share the awareness of that which acts in relationship to that
which must be acted upon. And there, once we have established that union of identification,
there is no longer in the consciousness of the individual point of manifest
Being the sense of needing to become. It seems however—to this outer focalization
of consciousness which is supposed to be the extension of the inner—it seems
that there is a great need for becoming. So here we come to another one of
those secrets of Being, for instead of it being truly a sense of needing to
become—in this centering of Being, the consciousness of Being, there is no
sense of needing to become, but to the level of consciousness as man knows it
as he emerges out of this mass, he thinks that is what it is—a sense of needing
to become. It is actually a sense of needing to act upon, and in relationship
to that which is becoming, in relationship to his own body, his mind, his
awareness, his environment, his relationships, everything.
He has, correctly, the sense of needing
to act in, with, and in relationship to that which is in the process of
becoming, but he does not accept for himself in the sense of his centering and
identification, the idea that he has the sense of needing to become for he is—and in Being there is no sense of
needing to become—but the sense that is felt and translated into the conscious
level of idea, should be seen as a strong urge, a longing, a driving force,
whatever you want to call it, to act in relationship to that which should be
acted upon in the processes of becoming.
Now what are we—centerings of creation
or centerings of Creator? If we are centerings of Creator, we must have personal
contact relationship patterns with that which is to be acted upon. This in you which
must still be acted upon, whether in your body, your mind or any aspect of your
life, does not deny the fact of the is-ness
of your Being, not in any way, shape or form, when you learn to see the Truth
clearly. It does provide you with personal contact patterns to, with, that
which must be acted upon because if you were segregated from the realm that
must be acted upon, you would have no starting point, and without a starting
point, even with the realization of Being, you would still be helpless. You must
have a starting point. And human beings get so mixed up here in this realm that
they tend to object to or fight against the very things that provide them with
a starting point for action in relationship to that which is under the process
of becoming, and then when they resent, resist and fight against these things
which give them the starting point, they break their polarity (if they had any)
and identify themselves with that which is in the process of becoming—so then
God is far away, they have no awareness, no sensing of that which is.
There are too many waves, too many
forces—pushing, pulling, shoving—all seeming to be out from under control,
unless we just exert to the utmost the forces of our human will. Then we
get tired, and try to tense up, fight it, meet it, and gradually
we get too tired and we relax for a moment and it just washes away like a castle
built on the shore when the tide is coming in, and it is soon gone. Such
effort, expended over and over again, defeats the human being, he feels all
washed out, he feels tired, and he does not realize that he did not have to do
all this at all. It was not necessary, it was not required of him, God did not
ask it. When we come over to the point of Being, we do not have to try to
do something we do not think we can do and call it will, we do not have to try to believe something—we do not believe
and call it faith.
On the other side of this line, looking
at it, looking at nature, looking at circumstances, looking at conditions from the
standpoint of Deity and the centering
of true intelligence, we rest within ourselves in the point of Being, and we know that no matter what
happens, no matter who goes or comes or what conditions arise, Being as such
cannot be touched, changed, destroyed, disturbed or anything, by anything that
happens out here in the world. Being. The body through which Being manifests may be killed but Being is not disturbed. It is prevented from
manifestation for the moment, yes, but the Being is not destroyed, the Being is, and nothing that man can do can
touch Being in the sense of hurting it, changing it, nullifying it.
Man can nullify the action of Being in
relationship to himself, by refusing to be obedient or responsive. He can
nullify it in relationship to others, by interfering with them, or, shall we
say as in war, or so-called accidents, someone loses a life. Well, that
nullifies the action of Being, it brings it to an end for the time being, as
far as that Being is concerned, at this level of being, in this realm of what
we call creation. But Being does not end. Being still is. And it is from that is-ness of Being that we must work, it
is there that we must be centered and have identification if we are going to
have a consciousness of Being as we function or Serve with God in action in
relationship to that which is in the process of becoming.

You must have this centering in
consciousness to be a true Server, and then you will be working with God in
action in relationship to the processes of becoming in connection with the
minds, the levels of consciousness, in the people who are responding. They, in
the sense of their consciousness or awareness of Being, their consciousness of
Being is in the process of becoming centered and you have to provide the
centering for them while they become aware of Being and finally become identified
with Being. You will have to do certain things or help adjust certain circumstances,
physically, mentally, emotionally, so that they will keep on moving toward that
centering. Actually, those things would not make any difference if they would let them alone, but they
will not. To them, these conditions or situations out here loom so big, are so
important, that the idea of moving to the centering of Being is lost from consciousness,
for the moment at least, and they drift back or plunge back into the realm of
chaos. And so you have to provide the centering of Being for their
consciousness while their consciousness goes through the process of becoming
centered. Now actually, that is all we are concerned about to begin with,
within ourselves.
If anyone says to you, “Well now, if you are a true Server, if you are a Son of God, if you are a daughter of God, if you are this or that, then command
that these stones be made bread and I will believe you.”—do not let yourself be
trapped. Refuse to do it, because then you would be be lost—it would not work.
Do the thing that is right, regardless, and gradually there will be enough
evidence of the presence of Being in you so that human beings will let go of
all of their points of turmoil and chaos and gradually these things out here
will be less important to them, this will be more important, and finally they
will come over the line with self-identification oriented in Being. They will
probably slip out again, back-and-forth a good many times before they learn to
stay put. Meanwhile, you have to provide the centering of Being, identification
in Being, for them. Once they come across that line, the problems which loomed
so great to their minds, can be very easily dealt with. They are no longer big
problems.
So it takes wisdom, true wisdom to
understand how to help in the situation just enough, but never—you know of
course you cannot clear the situation, it cannot be completely solved while he
is out there in the kingdom of chaos, that is, while his centering of
self-identification is out there in the realm of chaos. His body, his affairs,
his circumstances, they can be out there in the realm of chaos. He can have all
kinds of troubles, but remember what I told you, the formula is established in
the Twenty-third Psalm, “Thou prepares a table before me in the presence of mine enemies”, and you have
to learn, right in the presence of your enemies, to sit down at the table the
LORD provides—which is what in Reality? The consciousness of centering in Being,
identification in Being, and then you can deal with the enemy. But human beings
say, “Deal with my enemies, make it all peaceful around me, satisfy my every
question, do everything I want you to do. Then I will believe, then I will
accept, then I will come over and be identified with you.” But it does not work
that way—it never has and never will. So we have to be patient with all of this
contrary, orneryness that is in human nature and gradually convince, gradually
persuade. You have seen me at work, have you not, with you?
So, step-by-step we come nearer to the
consciousness of centering in Being and then, of course as you draw nearer to
that point of union with God—that is what it is—it is simply identification of
your self-awareness in and with Being. It is not a matter of judging it or
determining it on what the condition of your body is or how well, or how
circumstances shape up out here, etc. You cannot really do anything in any big
sense at least, with circumstances, until that happens. In the midst of the
Garden is the place where the Tree of Life is, but we cannot move to that Tree
of Life that is in the midst of the Garden until we first let this cycle of
identification become.
Now in will, or the exercise of will, if we have this background, this
consciousness, and the awareness that until we have that identification we
cannot use will, for God cannot use will through us if we are not a part of God
in any real, deep, abiding sense. Until this takes place—until we sit down at
the table in the presence of our enemies, and then, having come to the centering
of self-identification in Being, we do not suddenly try to do everything in
such a hurry. We may realize there are emergencies to Serve others, but Being
is eternal and for itself has no need to hurry. Have you ever heard me say to
you, “I can afford to wait.” Can you? You see? If you are identified out here
in the realm of chaos, you cannot afford to wait, you simply cannot. I can.
That which is centered in Being—while it may act rapidly at times because of an
emergency to bless or help someone else out here who is in trouble—that which
is centered in Being has no sense of great urgency in hurrying in the human
way. We may have a sense of urgency knowing that a lot of human beings are
going to suffer needlessly if we do not get a job done. That is different. But
Being is eternal.
So will—will
that operates in this sense—must be the result of the working of intelligence
which has awareness of the factors that are at work, and instead of trying to
make this factor plow through to be that, and this factor plow through to be
that—just picking one out and saying, “This is my baby. I am going to shove it
through to fulfilment.” What do we do? We see all of these factors around here,
and they are all working, and we begin to use intelligence in establishing a control
pattern so that they will, in the realm of that which is being acted upon, act
upon each other and we will let them act upon each other, back and forth,
always keeping the door open, not shoving, not pulling, establishing that
control pattern so that we hold this factor for a little bit, and that one, a
control force exerting the working of will while factors work upon each other,
and to the degree that there is response to the control factor, the individual
focalization of consciousness, by reason of such response, is drawn nearer to
the centering in Being, and the Power of God begins to work through this human
being in the range out here that is being acted upon, and gradually, with the
working back and forth, human beings begin to emerge and as they do, you
provide more and more the essential factors to their coming to center.

But so far there are only a few at a
time who emerge even a little bit above the mass level of consciousness. But
you do not start shoving and pushing. Let them come in, let them grow, let them
mature, give them a chance, do not rush. Take it easy. Faith—faith is knowing what you know in the centering of Being, and
you do not have to try to believe something you do not believe because you know, and it works when the control begins
to manifest from the centering of Being, because you are either identified in Being
or moving toward it. That is the Victory.
© Emissaries of Divine Light
Communion
Martin Cecil June 12, 1977
The question arises at the
beginning of any service as to what is present with which we may work. Obviously there is a certain amount of flesh
sitting here and this is one necessary factor. If there were no one present we
would have precious little to work with. Where would we be then? But there is
also spiritual substance present—a vibrancy of spiritual substance by reason of
the presence of living flesh, and it is this spiritual substance which provides
us with what is necessary for our creative work. How much spiritual substance
is present? What is the quality of it? At what levels of consciousness is it
appearing?
In a gathering such as this, where
those are present who know something of these things and have a certain
experience over the months and years, there is a quality of spiritual substance
present that would not be present in many other gatherings of human beings. It
may be said that we have worked assiduously that we might have this spiritual
substance available in a very particular sense at service time to enable us to
work in the creative field consequent upon heavenly orientation. If there are
those present who are representative of earthly orientation then any spiritual
substance that might be associated with them is held away from use—it's not
available. It usually takes a little time for those assembled to begin to
relinquish their patterns of earthly orientation sufficiently to share the experience
of heavenly orientation. If heavenly orientation is not a consistent experience
in daily living, then obviously, in a gathering such as this, earthly orientation
will still be present. Satan will not only have come among you but will be
represented by you, and satan is hostile.
One of the outstanding characteristics
of human beings in earthly orientation is hostility.
If there is a feeling that one is in the midst of hostility why would there be
such a feeling? Because there is the experience of hostility in oneself. Most
people have this experience, as we are well aware. They're on the defensive. They're
anticipating being attacked, one way or another. They're trying to protect
themselves and there is a state of hostility. This is inevitable when there is
earthly orientation. It is an imaginary state—in other words a person is
contending with shadows, the shadows which he himself casts. Such a statement
on my part would no doubt engender quite a bit of argument from hostile people,
because they are quite convinced that everyone is hostile to them: we live in a
hostile world and a hostile universe. Only hostile people find themselves in
such a state. There is no evidence, for instance, that Jesus took the attitude
that He lived in a hostile world. Insofar as hostile people were concerned,
then and since, that has seemed to be the appearance of things, but from the
standpoint of His own attitude it wasn't so for Him, because there was no
hostility in Him. He didn't object to whatever was there. He had no sense of
hostility toward it.

What is our experience in our
immediate circumstance? Do we see our circumstances as being hostile? Do we see
other people as being hostile to us? We only see it that way if we are hostile
ourselves, because we're not here to contend with anyone. We are here to
participate in a creative process, and as we have noted, all things can be used
advantageously in this, except lukewarmness; hot or cold it matters not. What
is the nature and the quality of the spiritual substance present in this room
this evening? Do you have any sensing of it, any awareness of it, or do you
expect me to produce some profound words of inspiration, regardless? We can't work regardless of what is factually so. Human beings in
earthly orientation try to do so. They ride roughshod over whatever it is that
may be present, chiefly because they never noticed it. They never saw the
flower bed with all the blooms in it, so they go tramping across in their
hobnail boots. To the extent that there is spiritual substance present we have
a medium by which there may be discernment of the heavenly elements, the
spiritual elements which come down from God out of heaven in the moment. We can
only work with whatever it is that is present. It takes quite a bit of
ingenuity sometimes.
This brings us to a realm of consideration
which we may share to the extent that we are capable of communing. I use the
word communing rather than communicating. It is said that in the
world nowadays there is a vast network of communication. This is one of the
things that is cited as causing the state to be one world, not a whole
collection of isolated peoples—but the mere fact of techniques of communication
means precious little unless there is something of value to be communicated. The
techniques of communication which have been developed by human beings in
earthly orientation are of a very surface nature, and communication is thought
of in surface terms. We well know that it is impossible for one person to give
the truth to another person merely by speaking words or writing words. Yet this
is the idea that most people have with respect to communication—something of
value can be given by one conscious mind to another conscious mind. That is a
very surface thing and it certainly does not permit communion. Information may
be conveyed at this surface level to a certain extent, conveyed from one
conscious human mind to another, but why do we want information? The
earthly-oriented person wants information so that he can more expeditiously and
more efficiently manipulate his environment.
Functioning effectively as a
person in the state of earthly orientation is to be expert in manipulation, and
in order to manipulate things you need all this information. But if we're not
interested in manipulating things, why do we need all this information? Yet obviously,
if this body of people is to be of value there must be communion, there must be a blending of consciousness. That blending
of consciousness does not come by the acquisition of information; in fact the
more information one has the less facility is available to experience the
blending, because one is so busy with all the information. The information is
at a very surface level. I'm not saying that there is no need for a certain
amount of information, but we should not imagine that information enables us to
function effectively from the standpoint of heavenly orientation.
There is from the standpoint of
heavenly orientation an entirely different approach—an approach which relates
to communion. In the religious world of Christianity there is what is called
the communion service. The fact that this has persisted over the last nineteen
centuries and is still present in consciousness in the way human beings have
interpreted it gives evidence that there is a basic truth here—a truth which
relates to communion. Let's not think of it in terms of some particular
religious rite but rather what the word means: communion, one with another. That indicates a sharing, a blended
experience. For such an experience to be known of course there could be no
hostility present. Hostility immediately sets up all kinds of barriers, quite
impenetrable barriers very often, not physical barriers but barriers that are
there nevertheless; and you run into them all the time, don't you, and get a
bit bruised one way or another on occasion—not physical bruises but bruises
nevertheless. Well, of course, if we have an increased vibratory perception we
avoid running into such things, just the same as we avoid running into the
coffee table.
People very often complain about
getting hurt this way, because they ran into some wall of hostility somewhere,
and then they blame the wall for hurting them, as though it got up and
clobbered them. People often act very much the same way when they hit their
shins on the coffee table, as though the coffee table had malice aforethought.
But it's really exactly the same thing in the vibratory field. We should have
more sense than to run into the wall. We avoid running into the wall physically
speaking, as far as possible, but people are running into vibratory walls all
the time. We should be able to perceive the vibratory wall before we hit it. If
we do then we don't walk into it and we don't complain that it was someone else's
fault that we got hurt. It wasn't; it was our own foolishness, our own dumbness
one might say.
I have been talking about the
necessity for spiritual discernment so that we might function in the true
design of heavenly heredity. And while we necessarily have physical things to
handle day by day, this is entirely secondary to the spiritual responsibility
with which we handle these things. We have to give a little thought on occasion
to what we're doing that we may do it right, but our doing, whatever it is that
emerges into expression through us, is properly spiritual expression, and we
see something far more than the little thing which we are handling at the
moment. This does not blind us to the necessities of the moment but opens our
eyes to a world of far larger dimensions.
Very often people complain about
the restricted field of their present function. They feel frustrated in it. If
you ever feel frustrated, who do you think is responsible for that? The
circumstances? or the way other people treat you? No.If you feel frustrated the
question being asked of you is perhaps, “What's wrong with you? Why are you so
incapable of handling your present circumstances from the standpoint of
spiritual expression?” Because it doesn't matter what the circumstance is, if
you were handling it from the standpoint of spiritual expression you would not find
it to be a restricted circumstance. It may seem restricted on the basis of your
own view of it. It isn't restricted inherently. There is no restricted
circumstance inherently, not even if you are in prison in solitary confinement,
maximum security. Those who find themselves in such a condition. if they are
functioning from the standpoint of earthly orientation, would be likely to have
a sense of terrible frustration. But if that situation is handled in spiritual
expression the restriction vanishes. Oh the physical restriction may still be
there for the moment, but we're not functioning from the standpoint of earthly
heredity; we're functioning from the standpoint of heavenly heredity and
there's no restriction.
We put such great store by the
physical factors, as though they were capable of imprisoning us. If we have
been imprisoned it wasn't because of the physical factors; it was because of
our own attitude. We are now free in heaven, if that is our position, if that's
where we're at, heaven on earth. In heaven on earth we are free in the
circumstances, whatever the earthly circumstances may be. We've talked about
this, haven't we? The point is to be free in our circumstances, not necessarily
free from them. It's too bad if we're free from our circumstances. Where would
we be without circumstances? Well, that wouldn't be on earth, would it? Knowing
the truth is freedom, and the truth for us, individually speaking and all
together, centers in heavenly heredity. That is the truth for us. It isn't
centered in earthly heredity. If we have that attitude and experience then we
don't know the truth of ourselves—we just have the experience of a husk.
In earthly orientation there is
hostility. This is one characteristic very clearly present in human experience.
In heavenly orientation there is no hostility, no sense of being badly done by,
no sense of imprisonment, no sense of bondage, no sense of being restricted by
darkness. There is, on the contrary, a consciousness of the wide-ranging
responsibilities which we can easily carry, responsibilities that are in no
sense prevented from being handled by reason of earthly circumstance. We can
handle them because of earthly circumstance.
These ideas have been communicated
conscious mind to conscious mind for years for many of you, but all too often
communion has been lacking. We've noted that the conscious mind is a very thin
layer of the total field of consciousness, the total capacity of consciousness.
It's like a skin just on the surface. One can communicate information from
conscious mind to conscious mind, but information can be deadly if the
individual imagines that that is what makes him capable. I suppose you could
say from my standpoint there's something of a dilemma here, because I do speak
to you from conscious mind to conscious mind. If one speaks at all one can't help
that aspect being present. From my standpoint, however, my expression is not
merely at the level of the conscious mind. If you limit it in your reception to
the level of the conscious mind then it is information to you, information
which you are likely to try to use to make you capable of manipulating your
circumstances spiritually, and that is something I am not in the least
interested in doing. And yet I can't stand up here and say nothing, because
there is very little spiritual discernment which would enable communion to
occur without words.
Such communion is quite possible.
They say, for instance, that husband and wife who've lived all their lives
together and love each other communicate quite easily without saying very much.
But generally the idea is that if we are to communicate we've got to say a lot,
surface mind to surface mind. That seems to be the case in the world of earthly
orientation, but it doesn't make people understand each other, does it? They
can transmit a bit of information this way, and then it's grabbed hold of and,
“Ah, now I have this information I can apply it here and do great works,
manipulate my environment.” This is the same thing as wanting information so
that one may know what God's will is.
There have been those, maybe some
of you here present, who have felt that I would say something sometime so that
you would know what God's will was and then when you had that information you
could do God's will. But if you were doing it it wouldn't be God's will, would
it? It would be your will. God's will is not known on the basis of information.
“You just tell me what God's will is” is one very popular question asked by
those who are giving consideration to spiritual things. “Let me know what God's
will is and I'll do it.” Oh, so sincere people are! But who wants to know?
Someone who is in a false or imaginary state of separation from God. God is
over there; there needs to be an intermediary somewhere who can discover what
God's will is from over there and convey it to you over here. Then you have the
information and can do it. That is the underworld state.
You may recall Uranda talking
about telepathy. It isn't a matter of zapping a conscious mind somewhere with
your conscious mind so that it begins to think what you're thinking, receive
the information that you have to transmit. The connection is not at the surface
level of consciousness but in the depths, unconscious mind to unconscious mind.
We even talk about a heart-to-heart talk. If it really is a heart-to-heart talk
the words themselves are not seen to be all that important. Something else is
being conveyed, even though words may be spoken—communion! This is an
elementary touching into the field of communion, where we're not snowing each
other under with words, as though the explanation was going to get the job
done.
Whenever you feel inclined to say,
“Well I need this information,” stop a moment; why do you need it? And you will
inevitably discover that you need it in order to manipulate your environment, at
least that's what you think. But that's not our concern. There are plenty of
people manipulating environments all over the place. We don't need to join that
throng. But there are precious few—and they are a precious few—who in heavenly
orientation are allowing true spiritual expression to be born in the moment
with respect to the circumstance of the moment, without an endeavor to make the
circumstance go in this direction or in that direction. Let it go in whatever
direction it will go on the basis of spiritual expression.
In our communion one with another
it only seems to require such a lot of words because we've been so ineffectual
in the function of communion itself. Communion is oneness, blending, and our
blending is in the spirit of God. That is where we come together, because
individually speaking we each in reality differentiate an aspect of that one
spirit. That one spirit is held in focus at a particular point, and that point,
that individual being, we have referred to as the Lord, the LORD of Lords, the
Lord of Love. Out of that one spirit there come many differentiations. Magnification
of that one spirit is made possible because of this. In Him the point has no
magnitude, position but no magnitude. We have the responsibility of allowing
the point to be given magnitude, and we find that we each have an aspect of
that point to which to give magnitude. But it all comes out of that one point. It's
all harmonious; it's all one. That One who provides the point of focus in this
regard Himself is responsible for the differentiation of an aspect of a larger
spirit beyond Him, the One He referred to as the Father. So it is on the basis
of this differentiation of spirit that we may commune.

There are those occasions when our
communing requires the spoken word. There are other occasions when it doesn't. If
we are responsible for the world around us then we necessarily must commune
with that world. We can only commune with that world to the extent that this
one spirit is present and active. This is rather rarely so insofar as human
beings now are concerned, but insofar as what we call nature is concerned that
one spirit, at the particular level of manifestation, is present and active and
there is a right communing with nature. There are those who have sensed
something of this but haven't really known why they should commune with nature.
What's the point? We need to know what the point is, because we have the
capacity to know what the point is. We have a responsibility with respect to
nature as related to the creative purposes of that one spirit. Man should know
a great deal more about nature than nature knows about itself, and yet human
beings are always trying to learn things from nature, which is a dead giveaway,
isn't it? They don't know anything themselves, as though man didn't have the
ability to know what needs to be known. It's present with him but has been shut
out from his experience by reason of earthly orientation in earthly heredity.
If you commune with nature for the reason that one should commune with nature,
which may not be immediately evident to most, you wouldn't harangue nature,
would you? You wouldn't go out into the woods and give a service. There would
be for the most part no need for words at all.
Perhaps one reason for words would
be to focus your own consciousness, but the communing is at a level which is
not of the conscious mind. Some people talk to their plants; they say it
benefits the plants. I suppose it depends on what's said; but what benefits the
plant would be the spirit finding expression in the right way, and that doesn't
necessarily require words. And we at times properly, most of the time in fact,
should be communing without words, because we can't talk all the time to
everybody. Yet there is the need for communion. Let us not look upon talk as
though it was the only means of communion or of communication. It isn't, and
the more talk there is in the general pattern of daily experience the less
communion there will be. Perhaps that's a good point at which to complete the
service this evening, because our concern is to develop the capacity to commune
one with another, and that is done on the basis of heavenly orientation in the
one spirit which we all carry responsibility to differentiate.
When the fact is that we are
differentiating that spirit in our momentary expression, we are in position to
commune one with another, to sense and to know what's going on and to participate
in the creative process which springs out of heaven. In that creative process
there's no need for human manipulation; everything is under control when the
spirit finds expression. Everything comes under control in your world when the
spirit finds expression because of you, and you don't have to manipulate things
to survive or to produce conditions which you want to have; because you cease
wanting, for one thing. You're willing to let it unfold in the creative
process. You're willing to let evil be evol and you're not being pushed around
by the circumstances of the environment. You're no longer obeying those
circumstances which try to tell you what you should be doing. You see the
circumstances simply as the effect of the spiritual expression manifesting
through you. You see the circumstances as the fruit of the tree of life and you
no longer eat of that fruit. You find yourself a part of the tree of life by
which the fruit is brought forth, but not for you to eat. You never again
become subject to the circumstance but remain in heavenly orientation and
spiritual expression.
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