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With The LORD In His Sacred Garden
With The Lord In His Sacred Garden
Yujin Pak October 31, 2021 Seoul, South Korea
Over the course of the last several weeks, I touched on the world of angels, Light Beings. I spoke of the covenant of angels, the oneness of angels, also the fusion, the passion and the resolve or will of angels. I spoke last about the passion and will of angels to return this world to the One who is the Master of it. In speaking of such topics as this, there is naturally a challenge in that the world of angels seems so far removed from the world of ordinary human experience. In a world that has been dramatically lowered in vibration, as is the case on this planet, speaking of realities much higher in vibration is naturally difficult. Last week when I was sharing what I sought to share, I experienced that challenge quite deeply, and found it not possible to convey all I wanted to. And the question is present: Why convey or seek to convey such things? For me too this involves an element of challenge in conveying. If so, why seek to convey?
In spite of the challenge, there is an inner compulsion that in some ways feels to me like a command from within to convey whatever CAN be conveyed. At some levels part of me doesn’t want to do it. Why is this inner command present? This inner command comes as: “You can’t leave this world until you do so.” There’s a resistance—perhaps it could be an excuse—that rises in consciousness too, that says the conditions to convey these things are so inadequate. But the command, compulsion, is: “Do it!” As for “Why this now?”—in retrospect, after feeling the compulsion or command—the thoughts come: Perhaps it’s because at whatever level it’s time for all these things to come out. It must be that it is the time when all that has been hidden must come into the open, both what is of truth that is divine, as well as truth of what is of pain in this world. Perhaps it is because it is the time when things must be concluded on earth.
So I will continue themes that were from the last several services and then go on further to what may be appropriate to convey this time. On the topic of the promise made in heaven between angels, there are times when this seems very romantic, especially when it’s connected to male/female, some awareness of timelessness of love. One part of the passion of angels, the love of angels, is resolve and will. The heart of angels is strong, of boldness, courage and daring. But as much as angels are strong, firm and courageous, they are also supremely tender and yielded towards the LORD, towards highest Love.
Today I want to speak about the One who is at the Center of the world of angels, Beings of Light, bodhisattvas. The Central Being, the One who is the Center of Being, we may call the LORD. Today I want to approach our understanding of the LORD at the feeling level, so we have greater comprehension of the LORD as He is known in the highest level of the vibration of our hearts.
To do this I want to start with a conversation I had with someone 30 years ago, DaeHwa Sunim. She is a Buddhist priestess who worked with YongTah Sunim in a program called Dong Sa Sup (Enlightened Heart Program) which is quite famous in Korea. DaeHwa, the priestess, was a remarkable person and Being. I had many conversations with her. We had deep appreciation for each other and were close. DaeHwa had an exceptional ability of perceiving vibration, like no one I had experienced before beyond the Emissary body. Even though YongTah is famous in Korea, he was dull compared to DaeHwa in the ability to perceive vibration, and he acknowledged so. DaeHwa asked me a question—very like her: “When you are being quiet naturally, perhaps in your prayer, where does your consciousness rest?” I thought a little bit and answered her this way: “My heart rests in that place of vibration towards which all tears of gratitude in the world naturally flow. Where all the tears of gratitude in this world flow, there my heart and mind find their natural resting place.” I can’t remember the rest of the conversation, but this stayed with me for 30 years. In this answer is contained a perspective that all the tears of gratitude shed in this world flow and move, vibrationally, naturally, towards one place. Like streams and rivers flowing to the ocean, the tears of gratitude flow to somewhere.
Of course, tears falling on the ground dry up within a minute or two. Obviously it’s not liquid tears I’m speaking about. But the tears as in the vibration of deepest gratitude flow somewhere. We too have had experience of tears of gratitude. In memory there are moments or scenes where we shed such tears of gratitude, but probably we remember most the person for whom we felt gratitude and shed the tears. Our tears of gratitude likely were for the spirit and heart or love that was expressed by that person. When we think about that person it’s not the person, as in the outer form of the person, for whom we are grateful and shed tears, but the spirit and the character, the love that was expressed by that person. And when we think about that love, that character, that spirit, where did it come from? It is very likely that person sometime also shed tears of gratitude for love and character expressed by someone, and likewise that one shed tears of gratitude going back to yet another person, going further and further back. So all the tears of gratitude shed in the world are connected vibrationally as one web, and ultimately linked to one center. All tears of gratitude flow towards Divine Love, the vibration of Divine Love.
Sometime in August a vision came to me that was about Divine Love. It left a deep, profound new understanding in me. This vision came right in the midst of handling great pressures, about which some of you know. It took place over about an hour and 40 minutes, and during much of it Marsha was sharing attunement with me. The vision came while I was in a prayer of slow breathing and calm surrender. A large part of this vision showed me the pain and agony still present in the subconscious of humanity. There were something like eight scenes in the sequence of this vision; thankfully, though it showed a lot of pain, the closing of the vision showed a world that is to be, and also God’s Love that has purified and overcome this pain or agony present in humanity.
I want to speak about the seventh scene in this vision. The whole of this vision came totally unexpected. The seventh scene was communing in silence in some room with the LORD, the One who incarnated in Jesus. Sharing such a vision that came, that cannot be verified objectively, why do so? The reason I felt it was important to share this was because of what I perceived vibrationally within that scene. The physical aspect of the scene is not that important, so hear it lightly. In the scene I was sitting near the LORD as He was sitting in something like a chair, and I on the floor. In the silence of the atmosphere and the communion, there was a new understanding of this world that came. In the atmosphere of His presence, there was so much that was felt and known that I want to put into words, things that I perceived in the atmosphere of His pneumaplasm, in the vibrational field emanating from His spirit and character.
The first thing I felt in His Presence was the scent, what might be described as a scent of holiness. It is sometimes said that we remember scents more clearly than many other things, that scents have a power of memory. The scent of holiness that I felt in Him, with Him, obviously was not a scent to be smelled with the nose, but it was a scent, a vibration, energy that the word “scent” comes closest to matching. The reason there aren’t words in human experience to describe these vibrational scents is because our capacity for perception is not sufficient in the state of humanity right now. A scent of holiness, of all things beautiful and holy. What I felt was the songs and fragrances of all that is beautiful in this world. In these songs I felt the murmurs of gratitude of so many hearts. Within His atmosphere was the rising perfume of gratitude of so many different scents, of so many hearts, nuances, colors and stories of gratitude. Centered in Him were all these songs and scents, perfumes of gratitude of countless lives blending into one.
I said the priestess DaeHwa had an extraordinary ability to perceive vibration. Such ability to perceive is an ability to see and perceive what actually is, and not one’s thought. So in this scene I am describing of silent communion with the LORD, I am seeking to share what is not thought but is perception. What I perceived also was that as He was surrounded by the songs of gratitude of countless Beings, He was Himself, in that sense unmoved. But besides being unmoved, what I felt was something happening inside of Him. As He received the gratitude, the tears of gratitude, the songs of holiness, of all these lives and hearts, all of it was brought into one in Him and lifted up in Him to higher vibrations and octaves of sounds and scents that cannot be described. So it is that I saw that these vibrations were gathered into one and lifted, and then disappeared to another dimension. In His Presence and in His Being, the joys and currents of gratitude and answering glory of this world were coming and being lifted to another dimension.
I want to speak about that other dimension. In the place where all the vibrations of gratitude, joy and answering glory of this world came to focus, in that place of focus, there were actually two currents that I could feel. One was the ascending current from this world, but the other was a descending current. I saw that in Him was focused the rising responsive current of this world but also the positive radiating current from another dimension. I saw also through this descending current, that He was a connection to the center of the sun. What I saw was that on earth through His presence the energy of the center of the sun was coming into this world directly. Energy of the sun, not just the physical sunlight that we experience, but higher levels of vibration of the sun. We know with physical light from the sun, human beings are able to perceive only a tiny spectrum of that range. But there are levels of sun vibration/energy that are not perceivable, not even by instruments, that come into this world through the channel that the LORD is providing.
I want to describe a little more of what I saw in the pneumaplasmic atmosphere of His Being. In His atmosphere could be felt and perceived millions of songs of the earth: songs of whales, songs of birds, songs of joy and galloping of animals, the perfume of flowers, the joy of trees and plants. Even the joy of minerals, which is formed of the urge within minerals towards a higher vibration. The songs of the pure of Being and heart of all levels of life on this planet, blended in one place. The place where the gratitude, joy and life glory of all life forms flow, towards that one place of Grace Divine. It’s only as we know the LORD in this way that we truly begin to know the LORD, not as an idea, not as some distant God, but as the source that receives all the gratitude and joy of this world.
Since I was in my 20s I had a longing for places that conveyed—at least in some small way—this highest vibration, and at times looked for and went to such places. Yesterday I posted a photograph of a beautiful garden in the Gardner Museum in Boston, a place where from time to time I went to commune with the LORD. In my 20s I found myself naturally looking for places that were sacred gardens where I could commune with the LORD. Perhaps the longing that had been present as I was growing up and becoming awake was because of longing to commune again with the LORD in His Garden. The Center of Love Divine, the character, atmosphere and spirit of the LORD. There is so much more that I could say and also the challenge: How can the vibration of the LORD be described in such a way as to be conveyable? But today at least this much from the compulsion of spirit within I share with you. Because of a knowing within that I cannot know these things and not convey them, I convey them at least in the best way I can. So it is that I love my LORD because of who He is and what He is.
That which is the most beautiful place in the world, the Garden of the LORD, the place of being with the LORD in this way is the Holy of Holies. In the Holy of Holies in ancient times there was present the Ark of the Covenant. What I saw also was the body of the LORD, the heart of the LORD, was and is the Ark of the Covenant, within which the two currents meet and blend and nourish this world.
Uranda in some of his writings conveyed where the gratitude of this world goes in the sun and described something of what happens as that gratitude comes into the sun. Sometime I want to share that. Uranda said the center of the sun is not hot. He spoke of the center of the sun being totally cool and of a frequency and vibration unknowable to human beings, and that in that place there is a City of Light, not a city as we think of cities, but a city formed of substance and vibration of a much higher dimension. There are many other things that Uranda conveyed that have not yet been conveyed further. There was a time in the past when I felt deep sadness that there was so much that was shared—treasures and secrets of Being—that perhaps would not be conveyed further in this world. But perhaps at least a little bit of them can be conveyed still.
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Thursday, November 25, 2021
The Covenant and Fusion of Angels
The Covenant and Fusion of Angels
Yujin Pak October 31, 2021 Seoul, South Korea
Two days ago we had a Servers Gathering by Zoom. There were nineteen of us, including a few who couldn’t participate in the Zoom call because they had other important responsibilities. Sometime last winter we had planned to have something of a first Servers Congress and for a variety of reasons we were unable to have that. This Servers Gathering is, in a way, a beginning towards that. We have spoken about beginning a new cycle here in Korea. This Servers Gathering, leading toward a Servers Congress, is one part of this new cycle.
A second part of this new cycle here in Korea is the beginning of training beyond our LTW (Living the Word) class to pass on the core teachings of the Emissaries. We called LTW a “class,” and it was the highest level we offered until now in Korea. But it was really only the bare beginning of deeper training. In some ways it’s unfortunate it took us so long to begin more advanced training, but it’s good we are beginning now.
The third aspect of the new cycle for us here is the deepened and heightened tone of the Sunday services. Probably all of you felt something of that in the past several services. This is a time I have wished for and waited for, for a long time. My longing had been to be able to more deeply and fully be myself in and through the services and speak from my deepest core, unfiltered, but in many ways I have thought that needs to wait. Well, it clearly is no longer time to wait.
The fourth element for the new cycle in Korea is the delegation of a range of our seminars to those of you who are ready to take them on and offer them. Some of you may think, “Oh, I’m not quite ready or trained enough for that yet.” There was a time when I thought the same thing about myself. I looked around for others who could do this better, but I couldn’t find them. And inescapably it dawned on me: “I need to do this.” Thus, the true learning began for me. In society, there is a saying that you have to teach to truly learn or know. It’s true!
Even for Martin there was such a moment. In 1954, Uranda suddenly left this sphere of things through an airplane accident. Suddenly Martin was alone in the position of primary leadership. He had been prepared a lot, but there were aspects of his relying on Uranda. Then suddenly it was all on him. Very likely there were some walks that Martin took after he heard the news and realized the situation, long walks in which he absorbed the fact that the responsibility was in his hands. Thankfully, Martin fully accepted the responsibility that was now on his shoulders. Likely he asked himself the question, “Am I truly prepared for this?” Likely he felt elements of inadequacy also. Feeling a sense of inadequacy at the beginning of awakening to a larger responsibility is natural. It’s okay. We just need to accept and take a step at a time in that responsibility, and we find that the provision to carry it out comes. The fact that such resources, wisdom and guidance comes is amazing in some ways, but it happens. In history there are many who reached such a point and had this exact experience.
These four things mark our new cycle in Korea: 1) Servers Gatherings leading towards forming a Servers Congress, 2) deeper Servers Training, 3) Sunday services of a deeper tone and vibration, and 4) delegating to some of you the seminars and other ways of offering education to others.
I have also been thinking about the name we have used: “Art of Living School.” We have said of our educational program in the Art of Living School that the first two levels focused on personal awakening, healing and transformation. The last two levels were learning leadership to assist others in awakening. But among those who have gone through the four levels, there were probably ones who were still largely focused on personal awakening. Now it’s likely our program could be called—though we may not do so formally—“Awake Servers Leadership School.” Leadership School. If individuals just want to improve their lives, then our program is not for them. Many other programs primarily focus on doing that and they will serve well for them. Our program will focus principally on those who seek to awaken enough to offer leadership in a world undergoing rapid change, that needs such leadership. This world going through accelerating change will need such leadership.
Last week I spoke of Melchizedek’s blessing and said that was vibrational leadership, the height of the example of such leadership. Vibrational leadership is leadership that is not so visible outwardly to people but provides a decisive and transforming influence into the world. In Won Buddhism one part of their teaching speaks about “invisible action,” that invisible action is taken first, and over time it comes into form. Vibrational leadership is action at an invisible level. At times people think that what is invisible doesn’t have much value. Sometimes people say, “Show me the money.” By the way, they say the same thing in Korean. They just say, “Show me the money.” What that means is, “Show me the form.” But that shows a relatively complete lack of understanding of the energy and vibration which precedes form.
In regard to this, I want to speak for a moment about material consciousness and spiritual consciousness, which is very similar to Cain consciousness and Abel consciousness, referred to in the Bible. Spiritual consciousness is a channel for God’s / Heaven’s wisdom and design to come into the earth. There is no need to reject material consciousness. Material consciousness can simply be under the control and guidance of spiritual consciousness. Within us individually both aspects are present: material and spiritual consciousness. When spiritual consciousness is the master, things work out. But we have known what it is like when material consciousness has controlled in us and what the results of that were. Likely we got to a point where we understood that letting material consciousness control was not the way because it was bringing havoc in our life, and we began to look for another way.
Often those with material consciousness predominant are quite arrogant, including arrogant toward those of spiritual consciousness. Material consciousness in its arrogance says, “Show me the achievement, something more flashy!” But we see in the world the result of that arrogance in plain sight. Part of the results is showing up in what is being called “the Great Resignation,” which is a mass wave of people around the world resigning from the work they were involved in. “I can’t do it this way anymore. I won’t do it this way anymore.” Some are calling this “the Great Strike.” It is unorganized but it is taking place—a rejection of what hasn’t been working. In the days ahead I think we will see the increase of problems that are not solvable by human effort, and more people will begin to recognize there is another level of wisdom called for than the human intellect.
The central topic I wanted to touch is still ahead and much time has passed, but we’ll at least enter into this topic. In our Deepening seminars we have spoken of the covenant made in heaven by angels before coming into the earth: a promise made in heaven by angels, by Light Beings. For entirely complete and whole Beings of Light, incarnating into this world means losing almost all of that memory. The reason for that is because humanity is still in such a deep state of fear and trauma, a shocked state, so higher levels of memory and awareness are largely absent. Because of that large loss of memory, what I will speak about next, likely you largely won’t remember.
What you once knew, and most likely don’t remember now, is the Congress of Angels, Light Beings. This that I speak of as the Congress of Light Beings was the most important thing that was present in the experience of angels, Light Beings, before our incarnation. Before touching more on the topic of the Congress of Light Beings, I want to talk briefly about the composition and function of Light Beings. First, Divine Beings, Light Beings, angels, bodhisattvas, before incarnation were one body. They were one body, one heart, one consciousness. While they were one, they were supremely unique in their distinction, color, vibration, and were of great stature. They were also focalized. That they were focalized means that, though they were one, there was within that oneness a central point of focalization that was of the highest vibration, the deepest vibration, towards which they were aligned. While they were supremely unique and great Beings individually, they also participated in powerful currents of response. The response of such Beings had the purpose of creation. They participated in creation through response. They did not only respond, they also radiated as well. And there was a pulsation, oscillating between response and radiation.
As I speak about these realities at a higher, less visible level, it’s okay for you to just hear this lightly. Don’t make a theology out of it. The Congress of Angels took place in what might be called the Central Shrine of the Light Beings. Sometime this month my friends, David Barnes and Anne Blaney, gave a service that was titled “The Central Shrine of the Whole.” [greatcosmicstory.blogspot.com/2021/10/the-central-shrine-of-whole.html] David didn’t speak about some of the detail that I’m speaking of, although he spoke of other details. From what he said, I felt inspiration to share a little more from my own experience and understanding.
Angels, Beings of Light, from time to time gathered in the Central Shrine of Light. As these Light Beings gathered in the Central Shrine, the angels individually entered into the highest vibration in them, their highest fire, highest passion, their highest love, as they came together. As they gathered, the vibration of their togetherness pulsated into higher and higher octaves of light, pulsating as the time deepened in their oneness. As they came together and the octave of their vibration oscillated and pulsated in greater intensity, there were vibrations of higher levels of octaves—that normally would not emerge—which emerged.
As the pulsating, oscillating intensity of their love came together, the Shrine was transformed. The Central Shrine glowed with pulsating light and transformed, as though increasingly transparent. In the center of this oscillating, pulsating intensification of the light was one Central Being in whom this process was focalized. And in that process the reality of the deeper and higher frequencies of that Being came forth within the Central Shrine. This event of the intensifying, pulsating, contracting, expanding light reaching higher and higher was like a controlled explosion of light. These controlled explosions of light, in fact under perfect control, had a purpose; and the purpose was achievement of specific creation.
In recent years for the first time—probably only in the last decade or so—with the Hubble telescope human beings have been able to see the explosions of light in the sun. In some ways they look like explosions of such a magnitude, reaching so far out from the sun, that the scene looks scary. Perhaps we can see the sun emitting these solar flares as a demonstration. Perhaps it has also some association with the reality of what we are speaking about of the controlled explosion of light in the coming together of angels in the Central Shrine of Light. But there wasn’t just the Central Shrine alone. There were many connected Shrines that pulsated together—connected to the Central Shrine—and participated in the fusion reaction together.
For human beings in the state of shock on this planet, this is a reality that is entirely lost. But in a time when humanity was in a state very different than the current one—when the trauma was not present, when consciousness and vibration were so much higher—human beings, as angels incarnate on earth, participated in the pulsations of contraction and expansion of light in the Central Shrine in form on earth, and in many other shrines in many places. They participated in one event in this way. One day I believe this will return. That return will obviously be after so much of what is present of human construction on this planet is in fact dissolved. But until that time there is work that we need to do on earth now.
What we need to do on earth is in a small way, in essence, to bring about among us the essences of the generating chamber of light. The generating chamber of light is, first, the shared consciousness of those who are increasingly awakening and aware of attunement with higher vibration. As humanity enters a time of greater turbulence, the presence of such generating patterns of light will provide a magnetic field, a vibrational magnetic field of consciousness, guidance, influence and direction within that increasing turbulence.
I want to show you this picture. In it you can see a person in the ruins of a house, and there’s a shining globe inside the house with which he looks like he’s sharing an attunement. It’s a picture of perhaps a world experiencing increasing ruin in which there are those present who are sharing an attunement, invisible to others but providing lines of force for guidance and encouragement in such a time.
The work we need to do now is the agreement of conscious angels—the passion, commitment and agreement of angels—who agree to provide such lines of force of light and guidance even as the world enters more deeply into turbulence, and provide such as a safe crossing to the world that must come beyond that. For me personally, I am present to assist in the deepening of that commitment, agreement, and manifestation among those who are ready to awaken. There are others who are doing this in various places and they together, and we together, provide this.
Those who fully awaken to who they are on earth remember the passionate will and commitment in their heart. This is a passion and a will of angels that David Barnes in a service a few weeks ago expressed at the end of the service in just a few words. That passion and will is that one day there will be a moment when we the angels—conscious, present on earth—will be able to say to the One whose home this planet is, to the One who is in the center of the Central Shrine: “Lord, your home is prepared. Welcome back to your home.” So that one day, there will be a home on earth—that is not only safe for Him, but is fully His home—for that purpose we, the angels, have come on earth again and again. Let us prepare that home. For the highest vibration and spirit that focalizes this world, let us prepare His home again.
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